[am i still here?] | ai thread | sachi
He died.
[ ♫ ♫ ]
That was supposed to be the end of it, a cold embrace to repent for his crimes. He had no regrets in dying, no attachments left to struggle with, right? He died in the explosion, for sure. Katashi Miyashita was dead and gone. There was no way, no possible way that this machine and him were the same. At this point, he was some half baked copy of the original. He couldn’t fill the void in anyone’s life any longer. . .
So then why did he feel the need to come back? Why was he still so drawn to his place? He can’t feel anymore- he isn’t supposed to exist. No matter how hard the robot tried to simply not come about, here he was. With the face of the astrophysicist and half of a sad melody. Everything felt so different, so foreign. He was no longer alive. This couldn’t ever replace what that felt like to live. But he knew he had to at least apologize more than he did. Act out the final will.
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He needed to apologize to Sachi. He couldn’t live like this. What kind of monster would he be? The type that kills 3 people, it seems.
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He had to say sorry. He had to. Even if it was the last thing he’d ever do. Just one last time. To see her face. Stay warm, Sachi.
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“. . . Sachi-chan. . . Are you there?”
That was the only thing he could think to say. No words could really explain his regret- He just wanted to know if she was okay. Words started to fly through his head, how could he convey it to her? If she even would want to hear him after all of this. He betrayed a friend at his wit’s end. What sympathy did he deserve. Throughout the whole thing, he was certain about one thing.
‘I could never kill her.’
> One new message.