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The Cowardly Lion, Tin Man, and Scarecrow

▸ ca. mid 2006

▸ Age 6

Drawn for my aunt because she loved The Wizard of Oz

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blinkies to celebrate our band’s first single release 💙💙💙

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August 22, 2019 at 12:39 AM

guilty by asphyxiation

i count the ways i’m not enough for you until i fall asleep

asphyxiation seems to be the only way that i can breathe

deprecation strikes the hardest when my mind is unsuspecting

my fears and woes buried deep

are currently resurrecting

why am i the person i most despise?basking in this self-aware demise

i’m sinking

so slowly

it’s been nice

to know me

why cant i turn myself around?

i should be in control of what is in my soul

but how come all i get is a mess and a guilty conscience?

it pierces to the bone

its all i’ve ever known to be true

what once was familiar now all just seems so far

am i still enough (for you)?

it’s hard being on first name basis with your fears

it takes awhile to pull me back when i forget who i am

so fixated on what i lack ignoring what i already have

discontented and dismayed share all the space on my mind today

lost and out of touch from you

please light my way

i promise i’ll be home soon

[childhoodrawings]

Elmo birthday cake

▸ ca. Nov 11, 2006

▸ Age 6

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Green unicorn pegasus & her babies

▸ ca. mid  2006 - very early 2007

▸ Age 6 or 7

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Bird in nest made from squares

▸ ca. Mid 2006

▸ Age 6