toddsfall replied to your post: toddsfall replied to your post: ...
I know Sas and I’m not blaming you for your feelings or your actions. If it were me I would probably be doing the same thing. As your friend I just have to keep repeating myself because I need you to know that no matter what, it’s not your fault. You can’t help what you feel any more than she can but in the end we’re all responsible for our own lives. No matter how heartbreaking that is
toddsfall replied to your post: ...
There are no right answers here, I’m also not a professional so I don’t know the right thing to say. I just know that I love you and my heart breaks for you
I know, I know. Rationally, I know that you’re right, but emotionally it’s so damn tough. Rationally, I know it’s not my fault and I’ve always done everything I could to help her, but in the end, it’s the pain you’d remember and not the effort you put in to try and avoid that pain.
I don’t know what’s going to happen anymore to be honest. I just want to live and be happy. I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again, if I could, I would hop on a plane to I don’t know where and get out of here, but running away from problems never really solved them probably and I gotta stick around.










