It’s!! Really weird because I know nobody is what they like. We as human beings are worth so much more than the things we are interested in. I know everybody is worth so much! But I guess because aside from my interests I don’t find myself to be a particularly interesting person...i feel really bland and dumpy lately as a person, and it’s been making it hard for me to talk to other people confidently lately. It’d be nice if I had more interests as a “buffer” for me, but, alas.
I have such low self esteem. it’s gotten worse the past couple of years. i don’t feel worth anything, i dont feel like im worth anybodys time..i dunno
It really sucks. I hope i can pull out soon because it’s been harder than I can explain. I feel like I’ve been reclusive and not talking to my friends a lot, or as well as I could which is bad, because I love my friends so much
