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If anyone from eddsworld sees this

Hey guys i miss yall sooooo god damn much, i miss you tom, i miss you tord, i miss you matt, i miss my daughter, i miss eduardo too. I heard i was sorta a dick in some timelines and i wanna just say if i was a awful person in your timeline.. im so sorry. If i could've i would have taken you in like how i taken my tord back in after the end.

I would have done so many things to make sure you all were safe.

Remember to eat and drink. Me (edd) tom (a fictive) tord (also a fictive) miss yall too.

- #boomingpizzapie A Edd kin from eddsworld

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still can't deal with the fact i'm so-called canon divergent. Maybe cause i'm so far, after almost 1 year of being in the system, the only one with memories. It just, it doesn't feel like being "different from canon", yknow? It just.. it feels like "canon" is entirely wrong in itself and what I remember is what's the right telling of the story.

i'm "canon divergent" because of the abuse i experienced from the red man everybody ships me with.

i'm "canon divergent" because i'm transmasc and apothiromantic apothisexual. aka repulsed aroace.

i'm "canon divergent" because i'm disabled (and mentally ill) with autism, adhd and probably BPD and CDD too.

you call it canon divergent. i call it the truth. parts of me that were cut away or sealed forever for nobody to hear apart from if i tell them. but when i do it's played off as something else.

I wish to give a message to any Eddsworld fan out there, whether fictionfolk of any kind or not;

Please, please don't take everything that i supposedly said in the show - whether a decade or as of sending this, a few hours ago - as the truth or something i, specifically i would say.

I'm not an ableist. I would not enjoy suddenly looking female again. I'm repulsed towards any kind of attraction. And the emphasis on "i'm" is not because i'm source separating or something - it's because i know there's many others out there and i don't want to limit my experiences to be what everyone else must have experienced too. but also if you do are ableist, maybe take some therapy to get out of that mindset, please.

do the recent rather questionable things i've been showed to do or said recently make my source officially problematic now? or controversial? or maybe just "my canon", or how i like to call it, my truth? perhaps it's always been controversial for fictionfolk specifically? i dont know.

but i surely won't source seperate. i'm still The Guy. just different from what's being presented to you. i'd like to tell my story someday, but i believe i still have a loooong way ahead of me finding the right people to tell this stuff to. Apart from this blog obviously, oops. I don't know anyone personally here, probably, but y'all are the best. so, thanks for sharing your stories and thoughts.

-Tom, fictive (Eddsworld) #☄️🌌💫

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weirdest crossover episode of all time happened today, Tom (Eddsworld) and Rivulet (Rain World) were talking about how they enjoy Kennyoung's music a lot. I mean Tom makes sense but Rivulet??? Rock music??? I mean. that's awesome and i love moments like these but i'm flabbergasted at this interaction lmao

Both are fictives :)

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i never liked matt that much. there. i said it. he annoyed the everloving shit outta me

-tom (eddsworld fictive)

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Its sorta weird staying in co-front a lot of the time and having the host crush over a friend of yours. idk its weird but eh its sorta funny and i can make fun of him for being gay for matt lmao.

ill possibly send more confessions later on since im getting used to talking. -Tom (eddsworld) fictive #boomingpizzapie

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im typing this for my tom fictive since..he doesnt rlly like to talk but he just wanted this out he despises. the tomtord ship and any sorta tord. of course he knows there different timelines and stuff and he knows that there some toms who love their tord and stuff. it just with us...i remember tom always fighting and yelling at tord and me and matt always had to split them apart. tom still remembers alot about the fights and fucking hates seeing these "oh they aint toxic" type stuff..it just depends on what yall think tbh. i cant change your opinions. our tom cant either hell our partners matt cant either but for us. it..was rllllllyyy bad. like super fucking bad and slightly..triggering? (way more triggering for tom) does this make sense probably not am i still gonna submit it yeah im just dropping this here too tho that. if you are a tom who loved their tord and vise versa good for you/gen! it just our timeline was. sorta close to canon (except tord lived with us after the giant robot happened) and there was bad fights me and matt had to split up -edd from eddsworld writing for their tom fictive and adding extra notes here and there

(if you can pleaseeee dont tag me as a eddfictive! im a kin of edd while i got a tomfictive in my system fdnjcdnj) #boomigpizzapie

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holy shit we have tom from eddsworld in our system- he isnt talkitive tho -edd from eddsworld who is actually the host of this.system lmao

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we don’t particularly believe in reincarnation and that kinda stuff but man. when I look at my partners, my canonmates, look at them and know they’re mine.

my tord who’s still strange in the same ways. my tord who wears my ring even now. my tord who still blushes when i kiss his hands.

my edd who constantly wants to know everything. my edd with his sticky hands. my edd who still adores our matt as much as he does.

our matt who loves to organize our archives. my matt who’s still constantly cold and curls around me for my warmth. my matt who still loves the strange and uncanny.

my,,, other tord who’s kind of difficult to explain. who’ll probably always be difficult to explain. my dubious man who’s a little difficult to explain while i’m rambling about my love. my second tord. my second tord who’s still so strong and protective of us. my second tord who still gets so excited when he hears from us. my second tord who i still don’t express my love to as much i want to. as much as i should

if any of them find this, i’m sure they’ll immediately know it was me but that’s alright. because i love them and i want that to be known even if words are so incredibly difficult sometimes.

if you see this, i love you so incredibly much, in past our past life, in our current life, and even our next, may we get one. across universes and timelines, i love you.

-Tom, an Eddsworld fictive.

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