#tomsing

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Move on

I'm in the bathroom at work. And I have real stuff to post for once but maybe I'll start a new log and everything. Wish me luck xD

[tomsing86]

Nervous

I'm going to see that girl today again but I'm nervous, everytime I've seen her pretty much, and been around her I held her and held her hand and kissed her every few minutes, all I could ever do is give her love, some of you have done long distance, when you finally see them you never want to let them go but I think it may be highly innapropriate for me to hold onto her and kiss her and it's so freaking frustrating, if I resist I feel like it will be awkward cause we aren't doing what we have always done, when it feels like we should. I so badly wanna kiss her a few times, kiss her as I jump off the bus to see her standing there. I so badly at least want a "hello again missy" kiss and a "until next time" kiss. But I don't think she would be okay with that so I guess I'll stick with a kiss on the head or cheek and just cross my fingers hoping for the best, a big part of me is understanding of the being friends, but the other half of me screams so loudly that I am not even allowed to be just friends and that she is forever going to be my love, so it's nerve wracking, I just hope the right things happen and I end up with a smile on my face and never forget this day :S

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Tomsing86

I chose Tomsing86 because My name is Tom/Thomas and I can't pronounce some words because my parents neglected to talk to me much when I was young so I never knew I spoke improperly and now I have a bunch of words I can't pronounce, and the word sing is one of me, it sounds like seen or scene when I say it and if I say it to someone they get really confused. But I love to sing even though I can't because I can't control my voice that well on it's pitches (I don't sound funny why I talk, I just can't sing and I pronounce like 7 words wrong, including the word wrong and worse/worst) 86 because when I was young my brother told me that 86 is a special number and he is cursed to be followed by it, and when I became aware of it I noticed it's everywhere, I see or hear it at least 3 times a day, such a big random number but it's almost everywhere. I love the number and am very aware of it's simple eXiStAnCe so I chose that because Tomsing was taken and many other things.