#toni rambles

[corazondebeskar-reads]

I am blissfully ignorant of whatever drama is happening and I’d like to stay that way but I do wanna say one thing about one of the conversations going around, and it’s this:

why in the world wouldn’t you want to spread a story that brought you joy/pain/whatever?

this is rhetorical please do not answer. i’m just like… baffled.

and if you’re really only in it for that high when people like your own shit: i still get a dopamine rush from a notification when it’s someone interacting with a rec rb. it genuinely makes me so happy to see someone finding something they liked that I liked too. same hat, and all that.

if i rec a fic, it means i loved it. and if i loved it, why wouldn’t i want to hype it up?? i want to scream to the world about it!

i may not have the time/energy to leave novel-length comments on every rec but i’m still going to share it! but idk y’all.

anyway. not my circus not my monkeys. i’ll probably delete this later since i do not want to be involved.

[corazondebeskar]

personal shit and a non face photo under the cut;

tldr: I wore a crop top in public for the first time. fellow fat girlies (gn) I know you know what I’m feelin right now.

I don’t do new years nonsense but I did say after my birthday that I’m not gonna be a coward anymore. I’m not going to let the insecurity and fear from my abuser win anymore. Or garden variety fatphobia.

Harder said than done but

anyway it’s scary as hell but I feel good about it, ykwim?

and yes that’s my emotional support flannel lmaoooo

[badluckqueen]

my 4th of july mood

[one-messy-moomin]

Soooo.... I had super intense sex dream about pegging Norman Reedus lastnight and now I can’t concentrate today!!

Jesus Christ!!

[allthelettersicanwrite]

Criticism does not equal hate.

Just because you worship an actor does not mean I have to worship them.

[iwasanangelonce-blog]

sorry anxiety i can't hear you over my love for kesha

[crazystomper]

I FREAKING LOVE BORUTO

All the characters have so much depth and life and they're so precious... Now if Bolt could just tone down the extra. Fam you already the main chara it's all good, just go with the flow. It's okay if you aren't relevant 24/7. We know you exsist. (Also side note, I love Denki and Iwabe so much omg)

[haarryy]

if anyone's wondering how my life's going rn I currently have a water bottle filled with wine on my bedside table just in case I wake up thirsty