;Longest Ride
Have you ever fallen in love that it hurt so much? It hurt to swallowed your own pride, to go against everyone (including friends and families) back in order to protect him from getting hurt, to care so much to a point you dont realize you’ve hurt them..? Well, sometimes love is a dreadful mystery with a life full of surprises; just like a melting snow that once covered the ground to protect it from freezing.. My heart has suddenly stopped beating. Is it wrong to miss someone? Is it wrong that I long for you again? Is it wrong for me to ask a little bit of your time? If you're suffering and wanting to give up but still fights no matter what, then you’re a fighter.. The memories that we had, flows like the milky way on a galaxy up above the sky. Every photo, countless letters, texts, never-ending calls and silly-ness.. What happened to “Summer”? I never dreamt my summer to be like this.. Where did I lack being something to someone? When did I become not good enough for someone? When did life become so hard to breathe each day? Since when did I became the second option? Why am I always the one who tries to understand and tries to put my foot best forward..? Am I really that hard to love? Im sorry if I ever hurt you, I’m sorry if I only tried to “Care” ... This is my longest ride and now I don’t know what I am to you anymore.. Do i still even exist? Do I still matter to you?
