#tonimakesyoucrazy

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damn. i shouldnt have done that. now you wont leave me alone and you’re gonna be in love w me. im sorry lady. i kinda do that to people ///: i dont want you unfortunately. i only want one girl and one girl only. sex prolly isnt a good heartbreak mechanism. im dumb.

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this is fucking bullshit. i only want you. you know i only want you. all that ever runs through my head is the text from you saying “i got here and she was perfect. im sorry.” but then you told me to not wait for you when this is still what im doing. you didnt put an effort for me. you didnt call me, text me first, none of that. i want you. ive been wanting you. i got sad and made a stupid decision and automatically regretted it. you cant make the double standards. i didnt ask questions when you left and came back and i still had my hopes in you. after you hurt me. im sure you touched her. im sure you did things i couldnt even imagine.

if you actually wanted me back id drop absolutely everything for you. id get on a plane and go straight to you as soon as i can. i still dont have the feeling of being w anyone but you.

you cant be upset w me. you arent mine. even if i want you to be so bad. i want to make you happy so bad. you dropped me and so i tried to not have you on my mind anymore. but unfortunately you were all i thought about and saw in my mind so i left her.

i cant fucking do this. and i definitely cant do this without you

[tonimakesyoucrazy]

since ive came back from colorado.

ive been by myself here for a while and just been keeping to myself. i quit smoking cigarettes. i stopped getting so drunk. ive been turning down a lot of people who want to party w me.

i havent been trying to get wasted and fuck random girls. i cant even stand a thought of kissing anyone or touching anyone here. my heart and mind are focused.

im trying