This will probably be the most difficult post to write but we all gotta start somewhere. With no followers it’s pretty relaxing to know that no one will probably ever really pay much attention to this.
I spent last night at my coworker’s house. We woke up late and I rushed him to work -- most likely exceeding every speed limit possible. (He was 8 minutes late, but I told our manager it was my fault).
Thinking about that now -- just a little thought that popped into mind -- I’m someone that’s very quick to stick their neck out for others, even strangers sometimes. I still haven’t figured out if that’s something to be proud of, or something that I should really consider changing about myself. Maybe I’m too quick to throw myself under the bus for others.
This feels really good. Writing feels good. Surprisingly.
Another thing about me is that I’m sometimes very negative. I fall into loops of negativity where everything just seems to be against me and all I want to do is stay inside or just go to work and put myself on autopilot. I’d love to hear stuff from you. Do you put yourself on autopilot sometimes? Do you stick your neck out for others too quickly? Or maybe you never stick your neck out for someone?
Listening to: If I Sit Still, Maybe I’ll Get Out of Here and 26 is Dancier Than 4