Introductions
So i guess i should introduce myself a little more. First of all, I promise I’m not normally this bitter, yesterday was just an ish day. I’m honestly still trying to figure out who I am, and some major things went down recently.
I’ve always been the girl who had straight A’s, an unblemished academic record, captain of x, y, z team, club head of this, president of that, but come college that went away. I was just a big fish in a bigger pond with bigger fish.
I was average.
Sure I didn’t get into the Stanfords, the MITs, heck UCLA was my goal but I couldn’t make it there. I wasn’t good enough for the elite public or private schools but I made an impression on the “second tier Ivies” such as Johns Hopkins, Tufts, WashU, etc. This isn’t me trying to say, “oh, I got in here and here...” errr, actually idk what I really want to say. I’ve always gotten what I wanted but I’ve always been nonchalant about it. So when I poured my best work into my UC apps and realized that I didn’t get into any, I was naturally distraught.
I saved this post as a draft thinking that I would get back to it later, but yet again my mood has changed so drastically that it’s time for a new post. If you were just dying to know what would happen next, sorry bud. Maybe I’ll get back to it later...but for now, I need to let out some pent up feelings.
