Which way to go? Left isn't right and right is no fun. Maybe I'll go inside and out at the same time to see God. No matter the clues, you'll never see, because you don't want to but there's 100 parts of me. Put 10 on the table and pay for a friend but I still end up all alone in the end. A picture of this, or of that, a dozen pieces that don't fit correct. Put them together and snap a shot, hit like and share just cuz there's pot! Now clean up the mess and put your foot to rest, for tomorrow I'll walk through another test. But tonight time flys and leaves a bitter taste in my mouth. I'll just blink and 4 hours pass, so I try not to think about the shit from my past. Sit alone day and night, sit back and watch how people fight. Maybe they work maybe they lie maybe they play victim, they do many things to survive. Me idk I can't find the peace, can't take the peace, it's just not in me. I tried 100x and I'll try 100 more, when I get to 99 I'll try once more. Reality says I'm lying I might have 2, so I better not waste 1 on someone like u. 2 more scars and I'll be done, I'll be at my worst, even worse than what this nights become. #changeisneeded #toomanyscars #icantcum #quetheviolin #everyonehatesme #nobodyknowsme #timesrunningout (at Pasco, Florida) https://www.instagram.com/p/BxrcDdDhJfnPUhRArbYuArakHcB9xaPL57T0Fw0/?igshid=112r0ybq2a20z