I think this quarantine is really getting to me, up late, listening to the new #Drake joint & then made a #TikTok. #TooMuchTimeAlone #ToosieSlide https://www.instagram.com/p/B-rDVIOgUXh/?igshid=1pax3wst5y85z

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I think this quarantine is really getting to me, up late, listening to the new #Drake joint & then made a #TikTok. #TooMuchTimeAlone #ToosieSlide https://www.instagram.com/p/B-rDVIOgUXh/?igshid=1pax3wst5y85z
#CarWashKaraoke #SortOf #LipSynch #UberLife #HeyYa #Outkast #TooMuchTimeAlone #Hashturbate #NeedsMoreHashtag (at Imo Sydney Airport)
Unsaid words, unexpressed emotions, and life left undone
I refuse to apologize and say I’m sorry,
For obsessing when I think of you, talk to you, fall for you,
The mess in my brain has no method, explanation or worry,
I see only you, and all your past there was only me, and I’m all that's new.
Tomorrow I will make you laugh, yesterday I made you scream,
Today you ran, because my eyes scared you away, my tears made them red,
But I made you so happy, I was your everything, or maybe just a dream,
You saw only me from the outside, my personality and what I said,
There’s a side you don’t know, the part I hide, the part that isnt here,
Hes not real yet, because I haven’t been there yet, He’ll be here soon,
It’s everything you wanted your man to be, not me, not one you fear,
He can be everything you hoped, Not me the guy who left you in ruin.
I wish I could say, I wish you could see there’s more to me, stay,
I change around you,someone I’m not, I cant handle your beauty, your charm,
I have to be perfect, I have to be him, I have to be the best in every way,
I am every guy you were ever with, but instead of being good, I do more harm,
I wish I could show you love, the way my soul is capable of,
If I could give you my eyes, so you see the beauty i see,
I’m rambling, so counfused, I show you dissaray, and obsession instead of love.
I guess it will never be, instead of being someone special, you see only me.
when it's 3am in the studio and I can't make any more art because my brain will explode I make up songs about inanimate objects #toomuchtimealone #studiodayze (at Mana Contemporary)
too much Yonce. too much Drake. #toomuchtimealone
Take my hand and lets dance #workselfies #toomuchtimealone #shorthairdontcare #workswag #overit
Tomorrow always ends up sucking.
I can't stand anything anymore I get so frustrated knowing I can't escape myself I always work hard to be better tomorrow but tomorrow never actually comes. I'm stuck in a vicious cycle and I don't know how to get out. Just give me a break please, that's all I ask for, a break from everything. Fuck.
I'm starting to feel I'm missing a soothing touch in my life and as such am contemplating hiring someone as my personal hair-stroker. Their duties would be simple - quietly twirling my hair in the afternoon as I study, gently patting my hair at bedtime until I fall asleep and the like. Applicants must be skilled at blending into their surroundings to the point of being unobtrusive background noise and have impeccable personal hygiene (or more specifically very clean hands). Enquire within.
NB: Applicants are also required to have round the clock availability.