#top tyler

[mysadblacksoul]

[mx-infam0us]

Toll boizzz

[imnotwhatyouwanted]

Happy anniversary to the self-titled twenty one pilots album. This one makes me so, SO emotional, like damn! I love it so much. It got (i love how im implying that it ended) me though a lot, and the lyrics are just... I can't even..

[nonstoplover]

best part of me ~ Tyler Joseph (song drabble)

my masterlist │ my song drabbles

song used as inspiration: jeremy renner ~ best part of me

words: 1.7K

approximate reading time: about 10-15 mins

a/n: hola, babies, here we go with the second song drabble!! i actually have to admit that it's much harder than i originally thought it would be, writing a oneshot using song lyric. but it improves your writing, your imagination and i'm more than ready for it. oh and also it's fun. i hope you enjoy reading them just as much as i do writing them. please leave feedback, i'd appreciate it more than anything. and feel free to request!!

"Stop smiling at me, I keep on messing up my sentences when you look at me like that," (y/n) giggled, hiding her blushed cheeks in her palm that wasn't holding her phone.

Tyler didn't seem bothered by her request and continued staring at his own screen with a delighted and dreamy, beaming smile splitting his face.

"Please," the girl pleaded when she glanced back at him from inbetween her fingers and saw that he hadn't changed his expression.

"I can't help it, my face looks like this whenever I look at you." Tyler shrugged.

"I'm gonna end this call if you don't stop." (y/n) threatened, knowing that there wasn't any other way to achieve her goal.

"No, don't!" The young man exclaimed immediately before pressing his hand against his mouth, eyes widening, speaking the rest of his speech much quieter. "I keep on forgetting that it's the middle of the night here. The sunlight behind your back confuses my mind."

"I still don't understand how you manage to stay awake. You should be hella exhausted."

"I'm fine, I'll sleep on the tour bus. We only have travelling ahead of us all day so I'll have all the time I need," he waved his hand nonchalantly. "I wanted to catch you as soon as you get back to your hotel room."

"Well, you succeeded. I actually didn't even have the time to go and pee before my phone rang." (y/n) chuckled, shaking her head in loving disbelief.

"You can go now, if you wanna." Tyler offered. "I'll wait for you."

"It's okay, I can keep it in until the end of this call."

"Yeah? And what if we don't end it for like five hours?"

Tyler watched delightedly as the girl started laughing once more. It had always been one of the most amazing feelings when the reason behind the bubbling, angelic laughter erupting from her throat was him.

"We will," (y/n) said as soon as she calmed her breathing back down. "I won't let you stay up all night because of a stupid FaceTime call."

"It's not stupid, it's with you." Tyler argued, making the girl roll her eyes from his cheesiness. "Anyway, what are your plans for tonight?"

"Nothing special, probably watching TV in this very room, maybe I'll get a bottle of wine or something," she shrugged.

The boy felt his heart ache hearing her words. It wasn't how she should spend her birthday. It's a once in a year occasion, it should be something more special. But still, there wasn't anything they - or simply just him alone - could do. Tyler was on tour in London, (y/n) was in Los Angeles for a work meeting.

Both of them stayed in hotel rooms, but two different ones, with an 8 hour time difference and thousands of miles between them. The only way he could help her feel less alone was through this video call and he was determined to keep her company for as long as he could or as long as she wanted him to.

"I'm sorry for missing your birthday," he whispered into the silence.

Slight anger bubbled in (y/n)'s chest once more as she was reminded of the fact yet again that it indeed was her birthday that she had to spend all alone in a hotel room. Without him.

"Stop apologising, Tyler."

"But I have to. You gotta know how sorry I am."

"You saying that a million times doesn't make anything any better," she said, voice cold and emotionless as she tried hard to fight back the sudden urge to cry, her lip only slightly quivering but it was visible enough for Tyler to notice.

What are you doing?, he scolded himself in his head. All you wanted was to keep her happy and now you're making her cry.

"You don't understand, you never do!" (y/n) spoke up again. "I try to tell you this every time when you're missing out on a special day but you never seem to realise that I'm right. If you keep saying sorry, it'll only remind me over and over again, and it's just making things worse. If I don't think about it, then it's fine and I can stay happy but when you keep mentioning it, I can't shut it out and instead of being happy I'm back at being upset."

It felt good finally letting all of it out, though when she saw Tyler's eyes and the sadness and self-hate in them, all she wanted to do was to turn back time and take back everything she said. She knew he didn't want to hurt her and he was truly upset for all the anniversaries, birthdays, Valentine's days he had to miss because of touring. But he had to know that not mentioning these would make everything so much better. They could just pretend it was an ordinary day they had to spend apart.

"Do you want me to leave now?" Tyler asked quietly.

"What? No!" the girl called out with widening eyes. "Why would I want that?"

"I don't know. Maybe to get rid of my constant apologising," he shrugged.

"There's a better way for that. You promising that you'll stop it." (y/n) smiled at the screen to calm him down.

Oh, how stupid she was. She really should've thought it through in her head before letting it all out on Tyler. He took things like this so much more serious than other people. He would blame himself now for making her angry and sad. He would think she deserved someone better and distance himself.

She knew it perfectly. It already happened twice in the past year only, and both times it was her fault. She had to be more careful with what she said around the boy.

"Are you sad?" Tyler whispered after a few minutes of silence. "And answer honestly, please."

"A little bit," (y/n) whispered back.

They stared at each other intensely, the eye contact only breaking when the girl's (y/e/c) orbs got blurry with tears. She tried to blink it away but one drop escaped and rolled down her cheek, Tyler following its route with his gaze.

"Please stop crying," he spoke up. "You know how much I hate it when I can't be with you and calm you down."

(y/n) let out a faint chuckle, nodding. "I know." She reached up and with the edge of her hand, dried the skin of her face.

"I promise we'll never spend another special day apart."

"Don't promise things you can't keep," the girl shook her head.

"I'll keep this. I swear."

"It's not up to you to decide when can you be home or not when it comes to touring."

"If there's a tour in our way, you'll simply come with us," Tyler stated as if it was that simple.

"Yeah?" (y/n) chuckled again. "What about my work?"

"I'll figure it out," the boy smiled, feeling more sure now that he saw his technique to cheer the girl started to work. "Maybe you can quit it."

"Quit it? Are you crazy?" And there it was, a loud, honest laugh escaping her lips. Tyler mentally fistbumped himself in the air, feeling proud.

"It may sound crazy, but I mean it," he continued. "You could come with us, travel the world and be by my side all the time."

"Sounds amazing, but I have to work," the girl sighed.

"Why do you have to?" Tyler frowned.

"I don't know," another giggle. "I think I'd go mad if I didn't have to work. I'd be restless."

"Okay, we'll find a solution another time. But don't forget about it. Now, do you wanna watch a movie?"

"Well, yeah, that was my plan, but it can wait if you still wanna talk."

"No, do you wanna watch a movie together?"

"Together?" It was her time to frown. "How?"

"We can start it at the same time and keep the call going so we could still talk," Tyler explained, making (y/n)'s eyes light up joyously.

"That's a great idea!" she exclaimed.

"I'm glad you like it."

Tyler never felt more glad that he chose to check a website listing things couples could do through FaceTime as a some kind of date.

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"You can't keep doing this," Tyler groaned when he saw (y/n) slowly stroll around, obviously keeping him waiting on purpose.

They just arrived back home and he felt he couldn't take not hugging her anymore, it was torturous enough to control himself at the airport where he wanted to quit anything that would catch the fan's eyes and would be posted all across the internet. He wanted to keep his relationship as private as he could manage, protecting her at all costs.

But now they were in the safety of their house where no one could see them, and (y/n) seemingly played the game she often did in similar situations.

"This is all your fault! You made me do this in the first place!" she exclaimed back giddily, sidetracking from his reaching arms.

"It was only one time!" Tyler protested, throwing his hands up in the air. "And you're doing it for the hundredth time."

"I know, but I enjoy it too much. That pouting look on your face is worth everything," she giggled.

"I really need a hug right now, (y/n)."

"You're scaring me," the mentioned girl widened her eyes in fake worry.

"Don't argue. Just do it," he opened his arms wider, standing in one place waiting.

They played this cat-and-mouse game for a minute or two before (y/n) finally gave in and leisurely strolled over.

"You're so weird," he shook his head in disbelief, finally being able to wrap his arms around his love.

"You have no idea," she grinned at him before burying her face in his chest and deeply inhaling his oh so loved scent.

They slightly swayed side to side, clinging into the other as they were finally able to feel the other in real life again after so many days, such long weeks of distance.

"I love you so much," Tyler whispered in her hair. "You're the best part of me."

.::the end::.

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[babblbee]

The twenty one pilots livestream got me like this

[twentyonepilotsficlibrary]

hey! do you have this fic where josh owns a bar and tyler asks him to pretend he is dating him and they kind of hate each other because of something that happened in high school

yes, here it is!! - ana 

Felt it in my youth by TwoBoysInABand (3/3 | 17906 | Mature)

In a desperate attempt to thwart Jenna’s plans to set him up with a date for her wedding, Tyler lies about already having a boyfriend. The lie spirals out of control and he ends up at the mercy of the last person who wants anything to do with him.

[banditoseastofdema]

The ending of Levitate seemed pretty hopeless-here’s why?

SPOILERS!!!

The three part story ended with Tyler being dragged away by Blurryface/Nico. And this gives the impression that no matter where you run or how hard your loved ones work to help you get away from your demons, they will always catch up to you in the end. This is a very hopeless ending, although not the first ending to seem hopeless.

(I know there’s a few references to Car Radio in this song, but the video for Car Radio was also very hopeless and depressing. Levitate seems to say that he’s found his happiness and reason to live, but still ends helplessly Like Car Radio does though.)

It seems that Tyler just gives up, or is so depressed that he doesn’t care what’s happening to him. This personally hits very hard for me and hurts me in a way that I love because it is so relatable, and also very sad because I know he feels the same way. 

A lot of people are asking why, after this three pat series, does this video end in such a hopeless way, making us feel like all of the work everyone did was for nothing? It just seems unfinished, like there should be some kind of victory. But the thing is that there is never a true victory. You never defeat mental illness entirely and a lot of times it feels like you’re trapped in an endless loop. There are times when you celebrate a good day or little successes you make, like how they were celebrating saving Tyler.

But then there are days where you turn right back around and it feels like you haven’t made any progress, it feels like you’re right back where you started and you’ll never get better. You are in a never ending war with yourself.

I think all of the Banditos are in their own war against mental illness, and I think that WE are the Banditos. I think it is our job to save Tyler, and when we do it makes us feel good and in a way saves us, too. I think this because we see this man sitting here, looking like he’s been in war for years, and he is a battered veteran.

He welcomes the young boy (maybe Clancy?) to Trench. I think Trench is a nod to trench warfare which started in WWI. It was brutal and to those who lived in the trenches, felt like a hell which would never end, only growing worse every day. We wear camo green and cover ourselves, and we live in Trench, so I think it’s safe to say this theory seems likely. 

I have two theories, and this is my first one. The video was meant to seem hopeless because that is exactly how mental illness feels. The never ending loop, going right back where you started, and feeling that empty, angry, and sad feeling, like it was all for nothing, that is how mental illness often feels for those who struggle with it. I felt it in this video, and in a way, although it is devastating and sad and many people feel let down, I think it was one of the most symbolic and artistic music videos I’ve seen in a long time, because it portrays a feeling which no one has been able to show before, or in some cases is too afraid to.

This video is raw, and I think maybe it was meant to feel like it.

My Second theory?

We know this was the final story in the trilogy for Trench. But if you look closely at the note they put with the third video, you notice the wording is kind of specific.

It say “A story from Trench.”

So what if this is only one story?

Trench is supposed to tall us more about Dema and the people in it. So what if we have different stories from different perspectives?

What if we get Tyler, Josh, Jenna, us, etc.? What if there are more stories and that’s how they continue this story? 

I know a lot of people want the meaning of this video to “have a hopeful undertone” (see what I did there?), and the thing is there’s a good chance it won’t. But if it does, maybe this is it? Maybe there will be a happy ending. After all, the last song is called Leave the City. Maybe there is a happy ending.

Good luck, Tyler.

[samdravvs]

My Reaction To Nico And The Niners Music Video

-Cool crystal light thingies

-BIRB

-Tyler packing like "bye bitch, I'm getting the hell outta here"

-JoSh JosH jOSh JOSH JOSH JOSH

-ThE HaNdShAke

-Mini concert under torch light

I stan.