22/05/14
Walked to the library, I saw my friend sitting on the stone chair. I approached and didn’t say hi. She just hey-ed at me. I smiled. Later on, she asked for a walk, and I told her I’ve been dragging myself around today. She didn’t care, and she talked back, “fine. I’ll leave you here.” I frowned and gave up, “alright.. I’ll just walk with you.” We chatted while we tried to waste time on this little walk together. During the walk, I brought out the topics the guy who liked her. She started telling me about him, but they preferred being friends. I didn’t know what to said except “that’s good to know.” Did she know that it made me feel better when she said they are just friends? I defended, “I think I’m okay with you now.” She quickly added after that, “it doesn’t matter to me.” I bite the green apple, “yeah, nothing matters to you.” Something I said made her feel guilty, she then consulted, “No.. I care for your feeling..” I pretended she didn’t say anything, and I yelled, “this is sourr. This green apple.” A moment later, she was concerned if I found anyone to date yet. I looked to take a few seconds before answering, “No, I like staying like this." Our subjects switched to school, and she whined about how's hard classes. I convinced her that she can do it, and I'll always be there to support. She knew I like doing researches, and suggested me to do some of them. "Maybe, later." Enough right now, I thought. I need to get back on track with school.