#tormentedbythirst

[kiramessa]

IF MASKED PERSON IS DEP - IMAGINE A SMALL INTIMATE MOMENT WITH CARMINA WHERE YOU WALK UP ON THEM HUGGING OR SOMETHING AAAAHHH

If you ever switch out Carmina with the masked person she says, seriously, “That’s my godparent–they’ll keep you safe,” and that will be the moment I sCREAM and drop my controller as I flail.

ETA: Wait, is Carmina a GFH? God I can’t remember.

[teamhawkeye]

Happy bday!💖

❤️❤️❤️ Thank you! :D ❤️❤️❤️

[kiramessa]

tormentedbythirst replied to your post “i’m sry that the arthur/nem stuff–or even dutch/femreader stuff–is...”

That last sentence is so relatable I almost screenshotted it to make a post about it...just so you know.

oh wow, really? fdjskl

i must say, i got a lotta devilfuckers in my life, and quite frankly, i love ‘em all

[kiramessa]

greasyjohnmarston replied to your post “the downside of doing ‘self care is imagining x fantasy of you being...”

krist you're a strong lady, I know it. and u could never scare me away!

tormentedbythirst

replied to your post

“the downside of doing ‘self care is imagining x fantasy of you being...”

If someone tells you that then that someone isnt worth shit.

@greasyjohnmarston​ @tormentedbythirst​  fjdasklsd i love you both so, so much. ;_; sometimes i don't think i deserve that kind of kindness?? it's weird??????? idk but i trust and love you both and that matters too

[kiramessa]

tormentedbythirst replied to your post “so i re-read my graceless heart just to get up to speed and figure out...”

I am glad you saw through the goblin fog, to your shining brilliance Krist. <3

♥♥♥

you know what’s funny? i didn’t realize that a lot of the thoughts i had for the fic this past week, when i was trying to get back into the swing of it, are things i’d already hinted at doing. i thought i had to grope in the dark for ideas/plots, when i had already sufficiently set up those ideas to be used. silly me.

guess that just goes to show how smart past!me was.

and how keenly i want to write some devil smoochin’.

[kiramessa]

Important!..(tho prob answered already) cat person or dog person? Or hybrid?

Cats. Dogs are too clingy and noisy.

[kiramessa]

So whoever compared Dutch to Adam Driver on your blog ruined my life and that's that.

I said it days ago on the blog* lol Sinister was echoing me/reading the tag I wrote. I doubt I’m the only one who noticed though, so it’s a hivemind of thirst!

[kiramessa]

Refresh a dumb bitch about Avalon Roe would you?(me I'm the dumb bitch)

I say she’s a Junior Deputy, but tbh she’s just a Project member elevated to the status of a herald’s beloved.

Avalon was born and raised in Missoula (like Johanna!), was taken out of her abusive home when she was really young, and was put into the care of her aunt/godmother. Avalon was raised in a strict Catholic household, so the idea that a godmother wouldn’t love her or care for her made her obsessively guilty over the idea that God himself couldn’t love her, too. She frequently attended mass and confessions, often inventing ‘sins’ so she could be forgiven. Her Confirmation name is Valentine, after St. Valentine, making her full name Avalon Rachel Valentine Rue. :)

Since her aunt refused to let her go to therapy, she developed a pretty bad drinking habit in her early teens, and after a few years of bad* behavior and run ins withe the law was shipped off to boarding school for a few years. She ran away when she was 18, hitched a ride back to Missoula, and sort of bummed around until she was 21. On her way to work one day (at a florist) she meets someone handing out fliers for Eden’s Gate, and she becomes instantly fixed on its promises and potential. She heads back to Hope County with them (effectively losing her job in the process), and is really hopeful that they might give her the absolution and love she deserves, that they’ll make her pure and whole again.

Faith saw her first, saw how lost and needy she was, and once she learns Avalon’s name, it was obsessive!love at first sight. Faith was looking for her own pet, looking to do to someone what she knew Joseph was doing to her–but joke’s on Faith, once she learns all about Avalon’s past, she kinda has a sort of… moral event horizon, I guess? Or a reversal of that, and instead projects all the healing and nurturing and smothering protectiveness that she craved onto Avalon.

Once she’s fully integrated into Eden’s Gate, Faith keeps Avalon safely in or pretty close to her bunker. She eventually gets rechristened by the Father as “Joy,” and is somewhat disparagingly referred to in the county as the Siren’s Song, because of how often Faith boasts about how she saved her, all the good she did for Avalon, how grateful and happy Avalon is now, etc. Faith never really shuts up about her or the Father. You know how protective and possessive Faith was over the Marshal and the Sheriff? That’s how she is about Avalon, only dialed up to eleven, because she’s trying to save her own self through her.

Also Faith tops lmao and Avalon is very much a pillow princess.