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[tornsith]

is echo going to divorce me today? i ask myself this every day

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           @tornspirit​  ,      wanted pain ig.

            if there had been something in her hands, she would have dropped it.       she didn’t think her father would go this far.      (    maybe much like brooke   ...   he’d dipped into the ways of the gray    ---    but even this was such a weird use of dark to bring back the light.    )    but can she even be upset?       when for the first time in a long time    ---

                          “ mother?  ”

            her aunt had done her best to be there for leia.     but it was painful to hear of her mother    &    never be able to feel that touch.     that love.    (   but she had always felt the love   ...    as if padmé had never been far.    )    the force did work in ways she didn’t understand    (    even if she was swayed by it.    )              but as soon as the words leave her lips, leia suddenly feels like a toddler.    ---    the toddler she really didn’t get to be.    tears fall.     “   so many times i’d wished    ...   wished for this.   ”     then suddenly she’s rushing forward.      “   oh my...   ”

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real life footage of me , @tornspirit​ , and @anxietyworns​

[tornsith]

“please don’t ever become a stranger whose laugh i could recognize anywhere.” / 🔫

Sometimes, he stood at her place of rest and pondered their past,    a life he could no longer return to –– a love he lost.    HE HAD LOST HER , KILLED HER : HIS EVERYTHING.    Padmé only existed in the depths of the Sith Lord’s mind now. Her beautiful face was a fading memory ; he clung to the sound of her voice by recollecting the conversations they had together,    during happier times.     He can almost feel her soft, gentle hand touching his face, their laughter chiming through the room as they could momentarily let their guard down and could    be in love    around each other.    It was a luxury for them. 

‘ Please don’t become a stranger whose laugh I could recognize anywhere. ’    It was an innocent plea from his love; one that showcased how    dearly they needed each other.    The idea of becoming a stranger to Padmé was preposterous to Anakin; he could never dream of being away from her. He still remembers his response ever - so - clearly. He had leaned into her touch, staring into her eyes.

❛ ––– I will     never    be a stranger to you, my love. ❜    And he had meant it, wholly. 

( Oh Padmé. Dear Padmé.    It is such a big galaxy.    Was there nobody else you could fall in love with? )    ––––––––    ( Look what I have become, my love. )

Now, he could no longer laugh.   He could no longer cry.   He could no longer feel.   His hands would never feel her warmth again.    HIS BLOOD RAN COLD.    A machine forced his heart to beat –– forced him to breathe.    He didn’t want this.    He wanted her.    Everything he was now, was a charred, unrecognizable shell of the dragon he had brought forth to save her.    All he wanted to do was to    SAVE HER    from his nightmare –– to assure that they could be together: Anakin and Padmé, with their child –– forever.

And in doing so,    he had lost her, and he had lost himself.    ( I will never be a stranger to you, my love. )    Oh, but he had BROKEN that promise on Mustafar, when she desperately tried to call him back to her, back to the life they had.    She stared into the eyes of a man she could no longer recognize.    And now, as he  ––  VADER ––  stands at her grave, he saw glimpses of himself in the wet stone that guarded her tomb from the elements.

AND HE NO LONGER RECOGNIZED HIMSELF.    He no longer was the man she once loved.    He no longer had the face she once held.    He no longer had the heart she once knew.

( Oh Padmé,    my darling,    dearest,    DEAD.    What has become of us? )

[tornsith]

echo sends me a devastating ask and then expects me not to destroy them by telling me it’s a “work christmas party” . . . ok well u should’ve thought of that before u sent the ask . 

[tornsith]

💬 / bitch

RANDOM LINE OF DIALOGUE.

 ❛ ––– You're    too good    for this world. ❜

[tornsith]

when you’ve been rp partners for almost a decade  ,  part 2 w / @tornspirit .