#toshimas

[orcelito]

@toshimas l o l... It was quite the reveal tho like. I'd suspected it earlier, but it was just a passing thought. But the way it was revealed... Just. I'm still swaying from the brunt of the realization. Such an intense feeling of shock & disgust in equal amounts

[orcelito]

@toshimas !!! Thank u !!!!

[shinymareanie]

apricot, azure, lemon !

apricot: favorite ice cream flavor 

asjhksjdhkjh...........you gotta ask me about ice cream ???? i love ice cream man its my everything..... so uh here’s a bunch: ube, macapuno, mango, cherry, cookie dough, rose cardamon, cantaloupe. i recommend all of these. 

azure: favorite type of flower

im not quite sure! i do love roses. i’d like to know for sure what my favorite flower is ! could be poppies too

lemon: vanilla or chocolate

vanilla for most things! chocolate cake is sometimes better than vanilla

thank you !!!!! <3

[orcelito]

toshimas replied to your post : toshimas replied to your post : i hate gender & i...

yeah!! like im so 100% there for exploring gender being an important and empowering thing for some people but just. not me. because like, how could i feel like a girl, or a boy, or both or neither, when i know that feeling like any of things can mean ANYTHING? how do i even define that personally when theyre concepts that i know to be ultimately arbitrary and unable to be solidly defined except from person to person?

toshimas replied to your post : toshimas replied to your post : i hate gender & i...

so i just say im trans and thats it lmao since. it does cover it, just not in a specific way

YEAH THATS LIKE. thats so real oh my god, & its part of the reason i find it so hard to understand. like u kno i THOUGHT i understood it when i was little, but that was just me being fed societal norms & all that stuff. now here i am with stuff like. gender isnt decided by a person’s body parts. but it ALSO isnt decided by a specific way they act, or w/e else. so like, what DOES define gender? its just a very specific & personal thing, & if someone else gets it, then cool! but i certainly Do Not get it. 

[orcelito]

toshimas replied to your post : i hate gender & i do not understand it. i’d say im...

THIS IS RLY RELATABLE like, i literally cannot properly align myself in any way with the concept of gender when its something i dont understand and that i know is made-up and bad but calling myself agender still feels too much like im acknowledging it?!

YEAH LIKE. oh my god ihate gender so much like. it doesnt make sense ?????? tbh i would rather there just not be any gender at all. i dont go around saying that bc i know theres ppl who find comfort in their gender identity & stuff like that. and i dont wanna be like ‘hey ur identity is wrong’ or smth like that. but when it comes to me its just a big ‘?????’

[pastcloudfromffvii]

toshimas

YOURE SO CUUTE also *glances between this and your icon* the same?!??!?!

aaaAAAA ;u; award goes to akira for Biggest Compliment

@psychotickyouko tumblr isnt letting me copy your reply but thank u aaa <3

[vanitasuu]

Happy birthday!!

thank you so much!

[frac-t-ures]

cynical-rookie replied to your post: It’s 7:50 and I’m still in bed… On a T...

How to be a functioning member of society. Teach me Tori bby ;;

toshimas replied to your post: It’s 7:50 and I’m still in bed… On a T...

I hope you have a really nice vacation day! You deserve it.

cynical-rookie Awww sunshine, I bet you're better at it than me! Aside from work... the only normal people things I know how to do are cook and clean... and I only do it if I'm super motivated OnO I'm awful!

toshimas Thank you sweetest! It's so weird! I took the rest of the week off! I think it'll be good for my stress to not worry about work for a few days! OuO I hope you have a great day sunshine!!!~

... I had my coffee and went for a walk. Now to clean and clean and clean and run some errands O_O blegh... Hopefully I'm done before my queue stops!