it doesn’t feel real
feeling like i’m slowly sinking into this familiar sadness
the hopeful reach for understanding,
inventing reasons to blame myself
predominantly cold
tears are just flowing
soul is crashing
like a phone running on low battery mode
you instantly realize, it’s you
you play the victim game
you sabotage yourself
you always make your way out of your tiny crimes
making yourself feel more powerful
invent things and reasons whenever you want to be right
gives more than she gets
takes 99% of someone’s soul and give it back scarred for life and still want more
or am i just imagining things
you accept everything wholeheartedly
you are hopeful for a change
you’re the one who loves more
feels deeply
gives more without expecting anything in return
gives her 111% in any relationships
or am i just imagining things
