#tostayornot

[yorokonde-tamashii]

there's something in me that says yes... but a part of me says also no... :'( </3

[yorokonde-tamashii]

and yeah!! i’m one of those who prayed and expected to be on that list long time ago,. that was when i first entered the firm.... without me knowing that this is what i am going to feel... that this is what i am going to face... just because of that one season, you were already judged wrongfully,. all of your efforts in the past has gone.. they were already blinded by that one mistake.. how are you going to prove yourself again to someone who already had an impression against you,. i’d rather not hear a congratulatory words from you than saying it but letting me feel that i don’t deserve that slot... that i shouldn’t be where i am now... well.. thanks to you all... you won!! ‘coz now i do really feel that i don’t deserve this promotion...