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[sonnettheseacoat]

WOAH!!! HAPOY NEW YARR!!!

[vampirewithbedsidemanners]

Lessons

It’s 3 a.m. and I could swear I’ve had this conversation with myself before but the booze blur my memories past the point of recognition and all I can see now is the way your eyes changed the second I said “I cant do this anymore.” The more I said, the more you realized the me you knew and recognized was gone and I was a stranger now. Its for the best, really. You were a lesson I needed to learn, but class is over now. This chapter in my life is the strict teacher that taught like wars are fought, and this is the day after the last day of school, when the feeling that you still have to go back is lingering in my bones but I sleep in late and go other places instead and laugh until I forget the class entirely. Its a relic of an old me I cant forget, but refuse to be.

[vampirewithbedsidemanners]

I will wait for you.

-A- Just another infinity

[vampirewithbedsidemanners]

Your lips tasted like mint and cherry and I kept peaking at your closed eyes because I loved the way your eyelashes flutter against your cheek and I thought to myself 'This feels so wrong it's right.'. I can still feel your long black hair wrapped around my fingers and your gentle hands on the small of my back and your breasts against mine. Your name may be a synonym for darkness, but you are my light.

To the first girl I kissed (6 of Infinity)

[vampirewithbedsidemanners]

I remember when I used to be able to believe the reasons you gave for never picking up the phone. I can't anymore. That's why I stopped calling.

Thoughts I can’t tell you now (4 of infinity)