Got your messages. Yeah, I know there are churches around that have gay flags out front and even black lives matters posters. And maybe I'll visit them someday, but there aren't any of the kind you mentioned really close to me. Of course there are also just groups for religious lgbt people too, but it's not the same. The thing is, I like going to the church I'm at. I like going to church with my family. I've had pastors before at different churches who made it clear they were in support, but the reason we left there was because they didn't really do anything to help the congregation if you weren't directly linked to running the church. But like I said, I don't go for peoples opinions or even to have a relationship with anyone else there. I go to have a personal relationship with Jesus. And that's it really. I've been going to church for years. I know who I am, and what I believe, and no one really knows the truth and can say definitively that I am going to hell because of anything I do. But it doesn't matter for me, because I'm here now and screw what imperfect humans think is right. Thank you for the info and support, tho. More people should hear that it's okay to go to church and remind yourself that your preacher doesn't know anything you don't about your religion. It's also okay to feel like you can't have faith or lost your faith or only want to be surrounded by a congregation that actually makes you feel wanted and happy. There is nothing wrong with believing in something, as long as you don't hurt people verbally or physically.