My First REAL Conversation With God
I don’t know why you did this to us
I don’t know what your plan is
But bring it on you mother fucker
I don’t know how many times you’re gonna knock me off my feet
And kick me while I’m down
But fuck that I’m stronger than you.
You and all your holy power
When you created the human race
Your darling precious dolls
You created us of your own flesh and blood
A part of the very immense power that once created us
The power to see truth through a fog of lies
The power to create a destiny
You may be the Almighty Lord whose Will determines the course of each of our lives
But you also gave us free will
The power to make our own decisions
And what does a God love better than to test the very weaknesses
The flaws, he created in his own master plan
To fuck with us, testing us and pushing us right to our limits
Daring us to see your one true secret
The one thing left undiscovered by so many
In creating us you gave us the very power we need to overcome you
To surpass your greatness
You thought you limited us to the Earth we were born to
And that by getting to roam the heavens, you therefore had more power than us
But you also gave us each the power to enter the heavens,
That leaves our human bodies on this planet
But a part of us must travel that incredible distance
The part of us deserving of the heavens
Our physical bodies are not deserving of the heavens
Too weak to contain the immensity of our souls
In the depth of our souls you planted the seed of faith we have in you
And throughout our lives you test us
Daring us to allow that faith to grow
Some give way under the intensity of your trials
Often mistaken as cruelty
You give each person the chance to strengthen their faith
And in return their souls
Their faith in you withers away in their souls
You do not rejoice in the sacrifice of one of your precious children
But you do not suffer from it either
Not the way we, eventually, do
That you have tested over
Somehow we make it through
Our faith blossoms under the rays of your appreciation
Shining through the cracks in our surface
To the deepest and purest of our truths
And with strength in our faith
So you beat our souls down
Only to build them up stronger
To teach our souls how to fly
That you have bestowed within me
I dare to strengthen my faith in you further
I dare to become better
I dare to become worthy
I dare to create my own destiny