omg pls talk more about toby admiring another proxy i love that idea help.
TICCI TOBY ADMIRING A PROXY
ft. Toby Rogers
SLIGHT TW : extremely brief mention of suicidal ideation.
See, it's not inherently romantic. But that doesn't mean that it's not romantic either.
I headcanon him as pansexual, so that's completely a route.
Due to his upbringing and all, he tends to have a VERY low self esteem.
Once he finds a proxy he admires? You're holy, untouchable, heavenly.
You'd need to just walk past him for him to be enraptured the entire day.
If you ever brushed against him, he'd feel hot and tingly to the touch in that spot for hours. Which means a hell of a lot, for someone with CIPA.
Would likely start a shrine for you if he thought you wouldn't see.
It is... rather unhealthy. But it's also Toby, so he doesn't really care.
Very much a worshipper to a god type of thing. Almost feels bad about existing next to you, since he feels as though he can't compare.
In meetings, he'll perform extra hard just to even pray that you'll catch a glimpse and think of him not as complete trash.
He would give you things, except he doesn't really deem himself worthy to give them.
But, if you make it known that you think highly of him? He's bringing you anything and everything he deems valuable or worthy for you.
For a suicidal man, you give him quite the reason to live. If he can't live for himself, he'd live for you.
Enjoy! I went down quite a dark route with this unintentionally, but I thought it'd be an interesting narrative to see. If you tell him you think highly of him, it's a whole different story.
Maybe maybe mayyybbeee might make a more nsfw version. Maybe.
your username leaves me with more pressing questions
I LAUGHED READING THIS.
It's a nod to totheark from marble hornets. The "Theseus" part refers to an old character I had who played under a character archetype of "The Ship of Theseus."
Basically, if you get a ship made of wood, and over time change each piece to become metal one after the other, is it still the same ship?
In the character's story, he runs a blog called Totheseus. Took it and ran. Sorry Patrick.
