#touya notes.

[killsaki]

mean emo boy touya who gets really annoyed when you start smiling and waving at him any time you catch him on campus because it doesn’t make any sense for you to be interested in him… and it worsens every passing second, because he can’t get it off his mind! the confusion of not being able to figure out if you’re trying to bait him into some kind of joke or if you actually want him to talk to you…. its killing him ):

[killsaki]

there’s something so incredibly alluring to me about having just such. a fucked up fwb dynamic. are we in love? or do you love me like the best friend you claim i am? why do you fuck me like i’m the most important thing in the world to you? why do you take so much time working me up, leaving marks on my body, toying with me when you swear this is just to get off faster than you can with your own hand? why won’t you say anything when i flirt with other people in front of you when you know you’re going to take it out on me in the form of hickies later? why do we kiss like the world will end if we pull away to breathe for even a moment? why do you fuck other people but act defensive when i ask about it? why do you cling to me like a lover but say that i’m your friend? why do you allow me to do the same?

[killsaki]

men who seem overly confident but just want you to tell them that they make you feel good. send tweet

[killsaki]

touya would probably get his tongue split