toxic!vi who will roll over onto her stomach after sex and just rest her hand on your throat. she doesn't squeeze or anything, just likes having the power over you. she wont move it, even if you ask, so you don't protest. her fingers tap against your pulse, almost like a taunt that she could make it stop if she wanted to. she doesn't even look over at you, face pressed into the pillow like she doesn't even want to look at you. you could beg for some sort of aftercare that was actually comforting but she wouldn't listen anyway. probably would call you needy and annoying.
toxic!vi who 'loses' the things you buy her. she'll complain, tell you that you're bad luck. she force you to help her look for it, spending hours searching for whatever it was this time. it was so draining you were always willing to just go buy her a new one. after hours of searching, she would always find it, tucked away in some drawer it shouldn't have been in or hiding in the bottom of her hamper. always somewhere she swear she already checked at least 3 times. then she'll praise you, telling you that you were a good luck charm for helping her find it. she'll kiss your face, and half the time it was so pleasant, you'd forgot you just wasted hours of your life.
toxic!vi who cannot handle criticism. when you call her out for her shitty behavior, she'll probably gaslight you. she'll tell you that you're remembering it wrong, that you just wanted someone to blame. it would go on for hours, just trying to tell her how you feel but she wont listen. she knows your right, she feels guilty, but her pride gets in the way. more times than not, she'll walk out, slamming the apartment door as she strides down the hall with heavy, angry breaths. and like clockwork, you'll chase after her, begging her to just come back inside. the neighbors were probably tired of it at this point. eventually, she would come around, apologizing, half assed but nevertheless still an apology.
toxic!vi who's rough and relentless when she fucks you. she gets lost in the pleasure, not really caring about your own or if she's pushing your boundaries. she'll tell you that you can take it, she knows you can, and will praise you into thinking you can. she won't ask if you're okay, if you're feeling good. however, she can tell when you're into it and when you're not. she knows your body inside out. so occasionally, she'll put you first, pleasuring you in the way you need. gentle and intimate. she'll usually get distant after intimate sex, she'll ghost you for a few days and the whole time you can't help but wonder if she's getting with other girls. but eventually, she'll come crawling back to you, and you'll have to comfort her for hours despite how you'd felt for days prior. but you didn't care, every time you'd laid her head in your lap and pet her head until she fell asleep.
toxic!vi who's confidence borders on arrogance half the time. she knows she owns you, she knows you love it, and she gets off on it. she'll brag, telling everyone who will listen that she practically controls you. and in a way, she's not wrong. you'll never leave, you both know that. despite her tendencies and her toxic behaviors, at the end of the day you know she loves you. you'll convince yourself you can teach her how to love properly, filter out all her bad habits. but you won't, you can't. and part of you knows that. maybe you got off on her owning you too.
