#toxic teacups

[notquiteahitman]

❝ Don’t look at me like that; like I matter to you. ❞ (Shay to Breslin)

@ofwondersandhares sent a list of don’t sentence starters :

"You know me better than that, Shay. You know better than anyone that I wouldn't be looking at you like this if I didn't mean it."

[notquiteahitman]

✧ (Breslin/Shay ... cause I had to lol)

@ofwondersandhares sent send me a ✧ and i’ll bold all that apply to your muse.

(I italicised the ones he won't admit).

I would kill you. ✧ I would physically hurt you. ✧ I would attack you unprovoked. ✧ I would manipulate you. ✧ I dislike you. ✧ You annoy me. ✧ You scare me. ✧ You intimidate me. ✧ I hope I intimidate you. ✧ I pity you. ✧ You disgust me. ✧ I hate you. ✧ I’m indifferent toward you. ✧ I’d like to get to know you better. ✧   I’d like to spend more time with you. ✧ I’d like to be friends with you. ✧  I’m unsure what to think of you. ✧ I’m unsure how I feel about you. ✧ You are my friend. ✧ You are my best friend. ✧ You are my mentor. ✧ I look up to you. ✧ I respect you. ✧ You are my hero. ✧ You inspire me. ✧ You are my enemy. ✧ You make me happy. ✧ I want to protect you. ✧ I would fight by your side. ✧ I consider you an equal. ✧ I think you are beneath me. ✧ I think you are above me. ✧ I would lie for you. ✧ I would lie to you. ✧ I would sleep with you. ✧ I would sleep by your side. ✧ I would hug you. ✧ I would kiss you. ✧ You are family to me. ✧ I would die for you. ✧ I would kill for you. ✧ I would trust you with my life. ✧ I would trust you with my most precious belonging. ✧ I would trust you with a secret. ✧ I would trust you with my biggest / darkest secret. ✧ I love you (platonically). ✧ I love you (romantically).

[notquiteahitman]

This one is for Breslin. You're the bad guy, everybody knows how sadistic you are, how selfish you are, and how rotten you are to your very core. Tell me though, beneath all of that, is there anybody, anyone at all, from your past or your present that made you, even for a moment, want to change who you are?

"Change who I am?" The very concept appears alien to him, the laugh that falls from his parted lips punctuates the expression on his face. Anger? Disgust? It is not entirely clear, even as he shakes his head and scoffs. "I will never change who I am. It's like you said, I'm the bad guy, but has it ever occurred to you that I like being the bad guy? Why would I abandon all that I have built, all that I have earned, for anyone? Why would I throw that all aside? The power, the control-- that is what I crave, nothing else."

[notquiteahitman]

I love reading your rp with wonderslittlehare, whats next for Ryan and Sean and Breslin and Shay and how is Tommy doing with everything that is going down?

I’m so glad you like them, anon! I love them too :D

What’s next- uhhh. Well, Sean and Ryan - I’m not actually quite sure. Hopefully they’re going to get married at some point because they certainly deserve it after all this! Shay and Breslin are probably going to start a relationship soon and have sex. Breslin’s definitely going to try to train Shay and get her to work for him as his warrior; I’m thinking she’ll say yes if we follow our plot, but we never know with these two!

Tommy’s pretty hurt. He knows he messed up by sleeping with someone else just after Shay, and he sincerely regrets that; he would love the opportunity to make it up to her, and it seems like he’s never going to get that now! He’s angry at Breslin; he doesn’t feel like he’s treating her right, and he wants to protect her - but would Tommy treat Shay right? He’s torn, too - while he doesn’t want Shay to get hurt, he also appreciates the effort she’s going to to protect Ryan, and is very thankful about that.