Gurl, our mark lee is gone
old news already - sorry about that! - but I'm still going to check on it because I did get quite a few messages about it and I think it's really never too late to get some insight into this
Mark's energy regarding his departure || cards: the world, two of cups rx, knight of swords, six of pentacles rx
Oh? I wonder if had a few disagreements with some other NCT members before the decision was made. Because to me this is reading as him feeling that his community is broken, if that makes sense? He felt disconnected, misunderstood and couldn't relate to many of these individuals anymore. Plus, I guess that it came to a point of him feeling, too, like he has outgrown this "project" and this career stage and that it is time to start a whole new chapter.
And it's not like he was fighting with the other members a lot or that he completely lost his passion for what they were doing together! Rather, I think he just felt like they were repeating cycles and that soon it would stop being something genuine and fulfilling to him (and/or them all). And, well, I guess that when he started bringing up these questions of meaning and reasoning that could've made some other people feel like they were being called out? Because it could've made them feel guilty for not questioning their own sense of purpose and authenticity, right? It triggered them and their own insecurities and uncertainties.
Either way, I don't think they are in bad terms or anything! - thought I should clarify that. Some feelings might have gotten hurt in the process or ending this chapter and breaking the chain, yes, but I still get that they're all hoping everyone finds and does what makes them happy, regardless of what that might mean for the rest.
(Disclaimer: All is alleged and for entertainment purposes only. Based on current energies.)











