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me, trying to be casual: hahahha its been so long since we talked
please talk to me please talk to me please talk to me please talk to me please talk to me please talk to me please talk to me please talk to me please talk to me please talk to me please talk to me please talk to me please talk to me please talk to me please talk to me please talk to me please talk to me please talk to me ple—
[I am shot]
nothing more painful than still loving someone you'll never see again
tf is it about my mum that makes me suicidal damn
Love how nothing’s ever enough for my mum smh. 20 minutes ago she asked me to do the kitchen. So i went to do that. There was a LOT to do okay, like dishes in the sink, on the counters, food to take care of before I could even wash stuff. So when she came I’d done that and had gotten ~4 things washed. She comes in, and she goes “oh.” And i’m like “what” and she goes “did you just start?” Like NO BITCH I STARTED 20 MINUTES AGO. BUT IT’S ONLY 20 MINUTES. And she goes, “What did you even wash :/“ and she basically says “u didn’t do shit” and like. Can you not devalue my work?? Like I’d appreciate some, well. Appreciation!!! Like she acted the same walking in seeing me doing it as she would if I hadn’t even moved and it was still dirty. Which, there was SUBSTANTIAL DIFFERENCE in how it was 20 minutes ago compared to now. So annoying when she talks abt me being ‘lazy and ungrateful’ and then she doesn’t even spare an approving glance at me??? Like. Jeez. Aurgh.
OH MY FUCK GUYS. GUYS THE MOST DEVASTATING AND MORTIFYING EVENT HAPPENED HERE. I WAS PLAYING BG3 (AS ONE DOES) AND KARLACH WAS LIKE ‘LET’S GO ON A DATE’ AND I SAID UES ABSOLUTELY (AS ONE *DOES*).
ANYWAY MY DAD’S IN HERE BUT THAT’S CHILL BC THIS IS HIS OFFICE RIGHT SO. THAT’S CHILL. BUT YEAH DATE’S OVER, MY TAV (SIRIUS) AND KARLACH ARE KISSIN I’M LIKE ‘OH SICK, THIS IS CUTE :3’
IT FADES TO BLACK. FADES BACK IN. THEY’RE STARTING A SCENE (TM).
AT THE EXACT MOMENT TAV ASS IS REVEALED MY BROTHER ENTERS THE ROOM!!! SO I FUCKING SHRIEKED AND FUMBLED TO QUIT THE GAME. IN MY PANIC I FORGOT THAT I COULD JUST. YK. TAB OUT. SO EVERYONE (ME. MY DAD. MY LITTLE BROTHER.) SAW MY TAV’S ASS 😭😭😭
I AM STILL SHAKING. I HAD TO TAKE A BREAK I HAD TO *LEAVE* I SOBBED STRAIGHT UP 😭😭😭😭
NO. I’M GONNA FUCKING CRY. I AM FUCKING CRYING. I WAS GONNA GET A FUCKING BINDER AND THEN MY DAD MENTIONED SOME FUCKING STORE 2 HOURS AWAY THAT DOES MEASUREMENTS AS IF THE PROBLEM IS FUCKING TITTY MEASUREMENTS. NO BITCH THE PROBLEM IS THERE’S TITS TO MEASURE. NOW MY MUM’S SET ON GOING THERE AND I. FUCK. BINDER ): im in actual tears im ill lowkey 😭😭
augehrhhrrhrrhfb. tits suck absolute ass i cant wait til i can get a binder omfg rn im wearing like 4? 5? sports bras, 2 tank tops, and a turtleneck. i'm shrieking
I am SEVERELY fucked. I am that brand of overachiever that bases all my ability on my BEST so I end up overwhelming and destroying myself more often than not bc i try to do more than I can handle. I plan like I have a drawer of spoons and I live with like, an ice cream sample spoon. I’m fucked </33
