Trance Trip: Ritual Day Part Three.
Lately, my trances have been less specific. I've been going deeper into trance and given less visuals and more impressions, words, feelings, thoughts and sometimes visuals to go with those things. Or rather, it's less that I'm not seeing things and more that when I return I haven't been able to remember much of what occurred. I know something happens because I am left with those lingering sensations, snippets, and words but I cannot remember them in a detailed sequence. I have yet to decide if this means I'm getting better at what I'm doing or worse. But I've found usually that the things that occur during my trances somehow bring themselves to the surface again later in every day life and often in the most peculiar ways. Again, I can't decide if that's a good thing or a bad one. Today, I do not remember anything much at all. Or rather what I can recall I cannot put into words. Because it is vague and distant from me. But there is one thing that I feel like I had to fight tooth and nail to hold onto to bring it back with me because it was important. Near the end of my trance I heard, more clearly than words usually come to me in these trances (because usually I jumble them on my way back or something is lost in the translation, “You already know how to keep your secrets.” This one line I held onto tightly because it is pertinent to what is currently going on with my group and with myself. With opening up more on my blog and @thewebandthevoid blog that my group and I run. And so I brought it back with me so that I could remember it. It actually came up in a discussion with my group today so I was glad that I did. Other than that I will have to wait and see what comes to the surface in the next two weeks, or what occurs during my group trance tonight. Which I will be posting about either later tonight or tomorrow. I want to thank you all for continuing to join me on this long and twisting journey. I hope you all stay safe and that you have a wonderful Lughnasadh. Adjourngrund, Aria