Being Trans, Primo (this is from what I think, not how I feel as a trans genderfluid person)
Being Trans is a weird experience
You're forced into the wrong body
To how to act, how to walk, how to talk
All from your given "gender"
Gender isn't really how you look
How you act or walk
Gender is how you feel
It isn't assigned at birth
You may look at yourself in the mirror now
And see the chub
In places that feel right
It's not scary having chub
But it'll feel it in "wrong" areas
You might look in the mirror some days
See and examine the chub in the "wrong" areas and feel they shouldn't be there
You may want to be skinny now
Scrapping most of your food in the bin
Throw it all up into the toilet
Look like how all the models do
But, that's not how you want to look
You'd want to see facial hair
A chiseled jaw
A deeper voice
Testosterone can't give you all of that
One day
You'll look in the mirror
And see where all the chub should be
Chub isn't bad
It isn't a thing you should be scared of
It's a thing that can help
It's a thing that'll make you feel happier
More masc, more you
You'll look in the mirror one day
And feel happy about the chub
You'll look in the mirror and feel yourself
Feel like a true man
If though you are one now
You'll stop comparing yourself to all the girls in the magazines
And start comparing yourself to how you'd use to look
How feminine you looked then and feel proud about your progression
Because you, Perpetua
Will Always be a man
