if I don’t have my first relationship before 2028 I’m lowkirkuely going to explode

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if I don’t have my first relationship before 2028 I’m lowkirkuely going to explode
Somethings no one warned me about being ftm
1. How fucking grim the public loos are. Men we need to get our shit together cus tell me why I can smell the way to the men’s bathroom
0/10 would not recommend
2. Handshakes?????? When was this learnt?? The womb?? Why do all the cis men I know, know these random ass handshakes and expect me to also know them???
5/10 feels like a secret society
3. The lack of closeness and tmi culture. Why can’t I tell you that, that other guys being a dick???? Or that I really missed you over the holidays???? Why is this a problem
1/10 only gained points for not having to share feelings with people I don’t like
Anyway that’s it for now but yeah wish I was warned lmao
I have two desired looks:
Look A) the kinda guy that you’d feel comfortable sitting next on the bus but if he winked at you you’d fall in love
Look B) the definition of a femboy bottom
Binding Problems
I almost didn’t go to work a few days ago cause i couldn’t find my binder. luckily i found my old one but like, tbh i’d rather be fired than go out with no binder on.
I got a dress shirt and tie that I'm gonna wear to a school dance and basically my high school self can finally rest in peace.
Trans boy things:
Being told by people that you sound like you’re forcing your voice to be deeper when it’s actually just an instinctual thing around new people or people who don’t see you as a guy
Getting gendered correctly isn’t enough I need to know how it feels to get a bj
waiting to find a guy my type T-T:
Taller than me by 4 or more inches ( not that hard I’m literally 4’9 without shoes sorry gng late bloomer type shit )
Well mannered like he can be the goofiest mf ever but if he’s meeting my grandma ( someone I value a lot ) that boy better buckle the fuck up and be polite y’know
Cambodian ( or just south east or south Asian in general I really respect my culture and falling for someone from my culture makes me really happy )
LOVE SPIDER MAN ( jk jk he doesn’t have to) but I do want him to be in some of the same fandoms as me which are mainly Pokémon and doawk at the moment tho I would adore it if he did like spider man as much as I do :]