#trans langris

[inyourwallstheon]

I illustrated the murder aftermath :D

I desided the moment where Lan snaps and murders his dad is after a small mental breakdown where he cut his hair and stole a set of fins old clothes, for whitch Ledior started verbaly attacking lan/calling him slurs/etc. Violence is the answer

Fin used most of her mana on opening a portal into a strong magic zone bog - the body will decompose there quicker and theres no chance to find said body.

Langris gave one of his old dresses to finral to wear before they ran away

Idk what im doing w liliane yet in the au, if u have ideas pls tell

[inyourwallstheon]

Self indulgent DIY surgery spell. Allows Langris to yank out his uterus, ovarys, etc and boob glands while floating inside his bathroom at 3am after working under william for a couple months and desiding he passed the vibe check ( aka he desided to trust that his cap won't through him outa the squad back to his parents (I headcannon that joining the military in cover if your underage gives you adult legal status aka freedom from shitty parents and consequences if u Fuck up) for upping his queerness)

The levels of wish fufliment hear are infact critical.

The spell dosn't work on other ppl - it hinges on the spacial magic thats soaked through his flesh/bones and the fact that's it's the same magic as the spell ( in terms or element and caster). The spell's existence isn't in any records becouse it would be considered illigal body-manipulation magic that any individual in possession of would need to either get a medical lisense for carrying arownd or get a memeory wipe for it.

[inyourwallstheon]

I'm promoting my trans langris agenda again folks. yehaw

Close look under cut

[inyourwallstheon]

Still sick -> more langris scetches

I like to imagine his teeth are kinda messed up. Idk why

[inyourwallstheon]

I have a (I'm my opinion) halarius headcanon that Langris is agender and aromantic while Finral is omnigender and a disaster pan.

I think it would be funny if they had a completely opposite expirence. There's gotta be comedic potential in there somewhere that my mathbrain can't reach

[inyourwallstheon]

I’m lowkey crashing out so to cope I’m projecting my issues onto my fave.

(Do I actually like men or is it all just a shit ton of gender envy???????????)

I think I’m trans. My parents don’t.

On one hand, it’s not like I can do anything abt it in my country anyway and going to jail for queer is a thing. On the other it’s so fucking annoying when they correct my every sentence ( our verb suffixed are genderd) . Like come on.

I dunno if I’m tweeking out or not but I think they started using more genderd words,like coupling me their daughter instead of some nickname, after I came out and started using the male grammer for myself. Like wtf. They say they’re fine with trans people existing in one sentence, and then denying the very idea of it , saying how impossibly low the chances of me being an ‘actual transgender’ are. It’s not like they’re not open minded or anything. They have gay friends. It just seems to stop once the queerness in the house. They had the same reaction to me being bi.

Like what is this.

They seem to think that by using the correct pronouns n shit they’ll ‘encourage my tunnel vision’. They seem to think that I haven’t went through every single other option, tried to enjoy and embrace my birth gender, before selecting hard mode on life. They’re fucking mental I swear to god.

(I know I don’t have it as bad as other people n shit. I just rlly need to rant and the void of tumblr seemd like a good spot. Healthy emotion regulation or whatever)