Started writing a song about selfcest and lesbian yearning bc it was hot and gay but... it's just turned into grieving a lack of self love... who needs therapy I have plink plonks!
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Started writing a song about selfcest and lesbian yearning bc it was hot and gay but... it's just turned into grieving a lack of self love... who needs therapy I have plink plonks!
as I'm hitting myself over and over again to the beat of hyperpop while high:
thinking of selfcest but like instead of fucking your clones (who have separate consciousnesses) you fuck your clones who has a merged consciousness for practical reasons (and at that point, why only stop at two bodies? or why only at clones?) fucking someone who shares your feelings, experiences. they'll never cross your boundaries but only pushes them as far as you want them to. you're not a bored top cause you're feeling all of the ecstasy of your bottom, no one gets the short end of the stick
fuuuck
I need to groom a boy that looks like me into thinking and acting exactly like me and then she finds a boy that looks like her and so on and so fourth.
I would also change my name and personality and style so i can do this. Im so horny for myself even if it's a different itteration of me.