I'm going to textwall. Skip it if you want.
Really fucking horrible day today.
break
Today work was really fucking packed which was expected because it's the first of the month and everyone got their social security checks. So the unusual part is that we had NO attendants so since the word go I have been running literally the entire floor with some help from my friend Tahana who is a fucking trooper and sweetheart for helping me with 3 of the 5 places I had to run about. Then after my second break shit went south. Grave only had one attendant on instead of their two and the two of swing shift that should have been helping were both doing fuck if I know, tahana was on break as well, so I had LITERALLY EVERYTHING to cover. Then I had to process a jackpot for a guest who could not understand english and as I was trying to get this awkward tax-riddled regulated procedure done another one goes off and NO ONE RESPONDS WHILE I am busy with mine. NO ONE. The supervisors get pissed, I end up having to get mine donein a hurry so they could handle the other one. Then towards the end two calls are given to me while I'm on the other side of the building. I keep getting called over to others and the dispatcher LITERALLY HARASSES ME with those calls even though I tell her 3 times that I'm on my way and it's taking a while to get there. Finally I get tired of it, clear them, and ask if I'm coming across clearly because I kept saying I would get them and it would take time. I get in trouble for this. Because it's negative radio etiquette. After all that shit. And as if that wasn't enough I go to leave and see a guest briefly and say hi. He says "don't fucking talk to me." I look at him confused. "Just keep fucking going, you tranny bitch." I say have a nice night to the person walking beside him and he literally screams faggot, tranny, bitch, and anything else you could think of. So here I am. Crying, broken, and not sure if I should give them my fucking two weeks or hope that tomorrow won't be more of the same. I just want to be in a coma. Can I just be in a coma? Or shot? Or brutally handicapped? I can't take it.











