#transprogrammed

[hyperprogrammed]

Everyone get MORE radically yourself NOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[syrennicfates]

I find it so hard to find transharmful people on heere willing to hxrm me.. if i were to post about it, it just makes me feel so pathetic, begging for people to hurt me. I need stalkers, i need programmers, but if i were to come on here and ask for either, it just makes me embarassed! Worst transharmed person ever award goes to me, doesnt it..

[coyote-big-brother]

yeah sex is cool and all but have you ever carved new neural pathways all over someone's brain?

[bunnieonherknees]

ruin my favorite songs by playing them in the background while you torture me. make me bandage my wounds with cloth of my favorite colors. turn my most cherished things in life into reminders of how damaged ive become.

[lovecarves]

Triggering my victim’s cues during a breakdown, causing them to go into a never-ending spiral, and making them dependent on me. Because I’m the only one that can fix their problems, and undo their pain.

[dollqueer]

Trans handled

a trans - id term that falls under the transharmed umbrella where someone feels they should have a handler ( in terms of ramcoa ) , or desires to have a handler .

[permasubject]

i got bored and decided to make flags for my programs. i gave all of these very little thought and i will never do this again. all are under the cut.

꒰ EXPERIMENT 𓏵

parts are treated like test subjects or literal experiments, and handlers are often dressed up as doctors or scientists. they are dehumanized and told they are nothing but a test for a certain purpose, and are easily expendable.

꒰ MECH 𓏵

the parts with this program are told they do not need sleep, food, or water, and are heavily drugged and kept awake for weeks. every time they become close to passing out, they are administered food and water thru an IV whilst too drugged to realize it.

꒰ CALLBACK 𓏵

parts that are programmed to return back to the group / handlers when triggered, and inform them of notable things that have happened insys/in the systems general daily life.

꒰ DELTA 𓏵

parts that are programmed to enact physical violence on others, be it other parts in the system, other members of the group, or outsiders. these parts may be trained to kill others if commanded.

꒰ GAMMA 𓏵

programming that causes extreme loyalty to the group, the systems handlers, or a specific person in the group.

꒰ THETA 𓏵

broad term for any religious programming. theta programming can be done by any religion or ideology.

꒰ ZETA 𓏵

programming that normalizes things like abuse, death, torture, and crime and paints them as normal or necessary, sometimes even as good things. parts that are zeta programmed may have little to no emotional reaction to distress, and may come off as cold or callous.

꒰ EPSILON 𓏵

programming that causes the victim to believe they are nonhuman. this can range from animals, to mythological or spiritual beings, to inanimate objects.

[altar-bred]

I'm obsessed with the idea of getting worse, becoming the sickest version of myself. letting those with dangerous intentions tell me how to live my life, despite knowing their thrill is in my downfall. I want to be reduced to the most pathetic version of myself. the one who doesn't resist, who doesn't say no, all without ever questioning what I've become.

I want to be too far gone for normal hands to touch.