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You’ll Be Just Fine (Ponyboy Curtis x Reader)

Hi gang! So lately I’ve been obsessed with a song called Daylily by Movements (go look it up, it’s amazing!) and it inspired me to write a short little Ponyboy fic using some of the lyrics from it. Reading over it now, I think it lowkey sucks, but oh well. 🙃 Enjoy!

Trigger Warning: strong language and mentions of Seasonal Affective Disorder/Seasonal Depression (not directly stated, but implied)

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“You know something?” you said, staring out your window at the overcast sky. It looked like it was going to snow soon.

“What’s that?” Ponyboy asked. He was lying on your bed flipping through a book.

“I can’t remember what it’s like.”

“What what’s like?”

“To feel more than cold on the inside.”

“What are you talking about, Y/N?”

“I just…I don’t know, I feel like this winter has lasted forever and it looks like it’s not going to go away anytime soon. I hate it, Pony, I absolutely hate it. I mean, every single day it’s cold and everything is dead and the sky is always the same shade of gray and I just want it all to fucking go away.”

You couldn’t stop the tears from flowing down your cheeks at this point. Ponyboy sat down beside you and wrapped an arm around your shoulder.

“You’ve gone too long without a smile.” he lamented, wishing he could somehow take all your pain away. You haven’t been yourself lately and he knew it. You used to be so bubbly and full of energy, but now you spent most of your time sitting by your window and feeling down in the dumps. It was like you weren’t living anymore, you were just existing, and he hated seeing you like this. Even worse, he hated knowing that, unless he could somehow blow away all the clouds in the sky and pull the sun closer to the earth, there was nothing he could do about it.

You sobbed into his shirt for what seemed like hours while he rubbed small circles on your back. Winters didn’t used to bother you this much, in fact as a kid you used to race outside in your coat and boots every time you saw snow on the ground. But now you’d look at your calendar every December and feel an impending sense of dread. You felt a lead weight in your chest every time you’d watch the weather report on TV. When you were out and about, you counted the minutes until you could return home to your bed, even though it felt like there was no point in getting out of bed in the first place. It was almost like you were doomed to forever live in an endless winter. You hadn’t known any pain like this, but what made it worse was that you didn’t know why. All you knew was that you felt miserable and you hated it.

Suddenly, Ponyboy rose to his feet and turned up the radio. A slow song was playing and he extended his hand.

“W-What are you doing?” you asked, incredulously.

“Dance with me?” he replied. It sounded more like a statement than a question.

“Why?”

“Don’t question it, just dance with me. Please.”

You sighed and took his hand. He led you to the center of the room where he put his hands on the small of your back and pulled you closer to him. You wrapped your arms around his torso and rested your head against his chest. Silently, you two swayed to the music. You wished you could melt into him.

“It’s been awhile since you felt right, hasn’t it, Y/N?” he said after a few minutes of silence.

You squeezed him tighter, feeling the urge to cry again. “I feel like I’m never going to get over this.”

“I promise you, the warm night are coming soon and you’ll be just fine.”

He tangled his fingers in your hair and kissed the top of your head. “I love you, you’ll get through this and I’ll be right here with you.”

Despite the bitter, ugly cold outside, hearing Ponyboy’s words gave you a much needed sense of hope, causing you to feel a flicker of warmth inside you.

“If this lasts forever,” you thought to yourself, “I’ll be just fine.”

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