#trashpandaballs

[crappy-banana-21]

Soft boy

[eddsworld-characterz]

Eddsworld doodle number 33

[karosgelatinajam-blog]

3th Day: Draw Au 

The Bakery Au :D

[quiteaswellworld]

Why dont you make Pay??????

Eh… I don’t want to.

But for real. You got a seat and some snacks?

I love Pay. I really do. I’m a sucker for secret twin/sibling stuff. And @trashpandaballs did an amazing job when he created him. He’s complex and well rounded enough that a lot of people can relate to him in someway.

And being such a great fandom character, many use his character go over addictions, mental issues, and emotions in general. As well as play out humor, practice cute outfits, and think about sibling bonding.

But some of those reasons why he’s relatable is also why I’m hesitant to draw him. Mostly, I end up changing him from his original design.

You see,under all the sass and fun, Pay is a drug and alcohol addicted man, who suffers from depression, at least that’s what I’m perceiving. He also is a rent boy ( ?is that what it’s called?) so that he can make ends meat and is in some why hurt from tough dealings all the time.

And the Pay I draw, ends up being a depressed man that is seeking to get there life together, because they’re learning that they deserve to have a life and to experience happiness. And sometimes gets bruises because he knocks into furniture due to having long limbs.

I honestly don’t see Pay that way. Or at least the way he is portrayed. It doesn’t make very much sense to me.(I also doubt that Pat would ever let Pay get to that level of homelessness or starvation without doing something.)

Knowing who Pat is, the character that is, and how he acts, gives no indication of a rough up bringing. Most of the time, Pat is shown being a pretty good adult. So however Pat was brought up, Pay would have been brought up the same way. Though that’s not to say twins will be exactly the same if raised in the same environment.

Take me and my brothers for example. (not exactly twins but) We all have loving parents who taught us to be kind, generous, independent, and responsible. And yet being raised the same, taught the same, and loved the same. We could obviously not be any more different. But we have the same morals, mannerisms, humor, and some other base stuff.

So again, whatever Pat learned as a kid is what Pay would have learned too. Not to mention how loving and attentive Pat can be. If Pat were to act like my brothers or me, he would love and care for Pay through all has mental issues and help him wholeheartedly. And Pay would give the same care and love to Pat. Most siblings who have a healthy family bond, will stick together and take care of each other.

Communication is also a big thing between me and my siblings. I doubt that Pat would just drop all contact with Pay because of work. And even with the distance between them, Pat being in the Red Army, they would still find time to talk with each other. I think I should have some experience in this, especially with my brother being in the US Army now.

But yeah. To sum it all up. I just can’t think of why Pay would ever be that way. Or at least a drug addicted rentboy.

I can definitely see him being a recovering alcoholic who has depression and is finally seeking therapy for said depression. Men who are depressed tend to turn to alcohol to “get over it” Statistically, that makes the most sense to me. (especially since i know Pat would keep Pay from doing illegal substances) But with all this kinda going through my head for Pay, I hesitate to draw him because I respect for other people’s ocs and au’s.

 I love trashpandaball’s idea and concept of Pay. And if I could, I would ask if it was okay for me to do that. But with Del gone rn, I have no concrete way of asking for permission to put out my headcannons of Pay like that. I’ll still draw them, but rarely. Mostly because I wouldn’t want it to seem like I’m trying to push my interpretation of Pay over Del’s.

Then again, Pay is just a hypothetical sibling made up by the fandom for a fictional character in a cartoon to give more content and entertain us while the actual show is at a standstill. So not much of this actually is serious, it’s all for fun.

[dandelioney]

You know, sometimes I remind myself when I get sad that at least I can’t smell fresh organs.

[annaiki]

I’m doing my best…

[shannie-the-bunnie]

Heck, I really didn’t want to say anything about this, but now I am.

Del, is a human being, with human feelings, he, is real. Those characters, are made up beings, with made up feelings, they, are made up/fake.

i absolutely hate how people are talking about something from the past, hurting a human being over something they don’t even touch anymore. If its over, don’t bring it up again. 

I am fully disgusted how people are defending some made up characters, over a human being.

“oh but del did this and that-” 

No,

hold the phone,, now give it back to me,

I want you to look at what you’re doing right now, are you defending some made up characters, with made up roles? Over a human being? How revolting.

You choose to harrass and full on make this person want to delete themselves off the internet because of something they liked in the past?

“Well they deserve it because it’s disgusting and they never shou-”

What the heck did I just say? 

It was the past, it’s over. That post that mister whineypants posted was absolutely unnecessary. Yes he put a point across about it being incest, but he could of taken it lighter. He could’ve just told people of what he had liked but then said something about not attacking this person, if you don’t like them, just unfollow them, block them, something other than making people attack them.

“But the past does matter, it’s all over the internet now-”

Heck, yeah it is. But that was the past, here is now. If he hasn’t posted about it in 2 years, why attack him about it? He’s changed his perspective.

“well, if he didn’t like it anymore, instead of dfe he should’ve just appologi-”

Okay, he could’ve, but the thing is, would the harrassing stop? No. I’ve seen it so many other times with other artists with this problem, who I still love and have no problem with. He only deleted because no matter what he did, people like you decided to defend something from the past, something made up entirely, over a human being, who honestly is so defensless for themselves right now.

I’m choosing to end this here because I honestly could make this post longer about things people have tried to defend some characters with.

P.s. If you’d like to harrass me through asks or on this post, or keep on defending some made up characters, go right ahead. It makes you no less of more disgusting than you already are.

Thank you.

[jhsgskdhfksdf]

about Del

I've gotten a lot of asks about where I stand on the whole thing with Del (someone who is mostly known as an eddsworld fanartist), and while I don't consider myself a big name in the Eddsworld fandom anymore (I haven't worked on MA AU in forever rip), apparently I'm big enough to get asks about it?? Instead of answering these 5+ asks I had in my inbox, I just figure making this one post is enough. I never really knew Del, tbh. They were someone who's art I saw and occasionally reblogged, too. Their art was nice, from what I'd seen, but I never talked to them on a one-on-one basis like I did with a lot of others, so I can't say anything about them as a person. What I can say, though, is that Pedophilia and Incest is fucking awful and disgusting. If you ship or support the shipping of Pedophilia OR Incest, please just block me. I don't care if it's fictional, and I don't care if it's romantic and not sexual, or whatever. It's gross, and it makes me sick. Shipping anyone 18+ with anyone 17 or younger is disgusting, imo, no excuses, sorry. So yeah pls stop sending me asks about this. I've read the callout, and I've seen what I need to. I understand Del may have been a good artist or good person or whatever, but I didn't know them and incest/pedophilia is nasty, y'all.