Is just really inspiring.
Obviously me being in love has a lot to do with it.
But, man I just have a lot of things I want to do.
I want to write. I need to do that more.
I want to draw. It's coming along.
I just want to be a good person and do my best to spread love and awesomeness.
Gabe's doing awesome things with music and I'm so happy for him and it's amazing. He also inspires me. I'm just really excited to see Treading North do awesome things.
http://soundcloud.com/treading-north
Check them out again. If you didn't already. Do it.
Josh is always talking about following his dreams. He's the most ambitious person I know. I just love seeing how excited he gets working with music as well.
Just I feel like THE LOVE PHOENIX may be reborn. THE LOVE FORCE had to leave for a while. But not really. We can all tap into THE LOVE FORCE. It moves us all. But, I just had to be able to allow myself to love and want better things for myself. THE LOVE PHOENIX promoted love for everyone but himself. I'm not there yet. But THE LOVE FORCE has been giving me signs. THE LOVE PHOENIX must come back soon.
I love Taylor. I'm extremely happy right now. I see this going far and being awesome. But even if things should go south things are different inside of me. I just want things for myself. I mean, she's sparked that. She just makes me want to be...better. I dunno. Well, "be better" sounds wrong. She just inspires me. Anyway. I feel like no matter what happens with this relationship this isn't going away. Not that I won't have my Seth Cohen meltdown where I lock myself in my room and listen to Boyz II Men and "I Wish It Would Rain" by the Temptations on repeat if she ever breaks up with me. But I am just ready to try more.
I still don't want to go the school route. I just don't want to do that. It's not for me. I am thankful for the college experience I got and it was awesome. I loved the teachers and people I met, but that didn't stop me from hating it. That sounds stupid I know, but I was just not happy in school. Doing my own thing and moving at my own speed and researching the things I want, when I want, is what I want.
I think that is all for now. I dunno. I love you all. Those who I know. The rest of you I am sure are very awesome and if I got to know you I'd love you. I'm a loving guy.
I want the best for all of you. Please just try to do the things you love. Treat yo self. Be you. Do you. YOU!