❝ let me help , then everything can go back to the way it was . ❞ trianthe
Tʜᴇʀᴇ ʜᴀs been a grief inside her chest where there should be a heart that could devour worlds. A sun that dies destroys what's around it, turns itself into a void, eats and burns away everything within reach and more. Miraculously, she hadn't died, and she hadn't lashed out towards the outward world — not in the sense most people would expect such an outburst to happen, and the thing had only eaten up everything inside her. It hadn't changed it's nature at all: love stayed love stayed devotion stayed loyalty, no matter how it looked from the outside. If there was one thing Corona had always been excellent in, better than with the sword (the one carried not her own), it had been to lie and pretend she was who people wanted her to be. Blood of Eden might have the impression she'd be their chess piece, but her loyalty would always be to a sister, even if said sister had abandoned her, left her behind.
(Had not made them one piece: moon and sun forced to stay away from each other forever, silver and gold not melted into one, and who would truly understand that grief of not becoming? Why waste such a thing on Babs, poor Babs, stupid Babs, unwilling and unknowing of the gift bestowed?)
"Can it?" She never sounds as small as she does with Ianthe, and feels it, either. God, how she craves — to be back at that time, attached to the hip, eager to follow and do as her sister wishes, but there are so many things standing between them now. Lyctorhood was eternity, and what good would she be to Ianthe in thirty, fourty years? How to be her sister's sword when she no longer had a need for it? "I don't quite think it can be just like before." But it's longing, and begging, and hopeful.