lol i'm alive
hey people! prooobably you haven't noticed, (except you are one of the fifty people that unfollowed me lmao) but i haven't post a n y t h i n g in the past fricking month. why? weeeell, there are a lot of reasons, selfish reasons mainly lol, and even if nobody cares, i still think that i have to explain them. as ive said before, im selfish, and for some reason, i felt that tumblr was stressing me out. i dont really know why, but every time that i signed in, i would get anxious and worried about the follower count, about my posts, about this, about that, blah blah blah. and those feelings were toxic, and they influated with a bunch other things. also, i would get too sucked in into this website, and i wouldnt care about my responsibilities like i should. and i really didnt want those things on my short summer break, that btw, its about to end. in this month, what i learnt, is that those things shouldnt really do that to me. NOTHING should really do that to me. so i went out with my friends, with my family, read some books, improved my english, watched more gravity falls, etc. i relaxed. i enjoyed. it doesnt mean that it was totally right, because i hosted tumblr awards with nyrneria, and because of my fault, the winners were never announced also, i left with no explination and/or warning, and i hope that i didnt worry anybody, and if i did, im really sorry. Summing up: im v v v v sorry, i really am, aaaaand, everything will go back to normal from now on also i have to catch up with memes, they are probably like a thousabd that i dont know of at this point lol also, tysm to all the people that didnt unfollow me. you guys are awesome omg and the people that did, i totally understand why lol thank you for reading!
