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I commissioned the talented @tuherrus and I'm dying it's perfect! 😭😭💕💕 it's so much like how I imagined Deputy Trinity-Hope!

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Hope’s Savior ( John Seed x OC ) | Part 24, Finale

Summary: Trinity-Hope Johnson finds herself in the middle of a holy war, leading the Resistance, while having a complicated relationship with one of the cult’s herald. And she thought her first case would be easy. Oh how wrong she was!

Pairings: John Seed/Fem!Deputy, John Seed/OC, Earl Whitehorse & OC ( uncle&niece ), Joseph Seed/Fem!Deputy ( kind of ), might add more later

Warnings: mild language, violence, eventually smut, masturbation, oral sex, you know guys the usual, use of drugs ( bliss and other, thanks to Sharky ), fluff ( does that even need a warning? ), manipulation, angst, mention of mental illness ( insomnia, depression ), mention of child abuse ( from John’s side ), torture, I think that’s it? I swear it’s not so bad!

Word Counter: 4124

Notes: I have no excuses for myself for not writing the last chapter sooner.

Parts Masterpost | Season Two - Through the Gates

“And I saw as the lamb opened the sixth seal…” Joseph starts, but Hope’s deep sigh interrupts him.

“Please, let’s skip the preaching this time, Joseph...” She says, rolling her eyes and for her surprise, Joseph complies. He cocks his head a bit higher, his eyes narrowing. He’s clearly judging her and her incapability of listening to his words.

Then he closes his eyes with a sigh, like he wants to blow out the anger from his system, and opens them up again.

“Clearly, if you didn’t come for my... ‘preaching’, then you must have a reason for being here.” Joseph says, though it’s not a question, because he knows exactly why they’re there, at his compound.

Hope looks him in the eyes, trying to figure out what to say or what to do. She should have planned ahead, but heck! How is one supposed to plan a meeting like this right after having a vision of the end of the world?

She can see Earl looking at her from the corner of her eyes, waiting for her to speak and ready to step in in any moment if needed.

She thinks for a second to what to say and comes to the conclusion that it doesn’t even matter anymore. Fuck it!

“I’m here for John... We’re not looking for a fight. So as long as you don’t try anything stupid, we won’t either.” Not the cleverest thing she ever said, that’s for sure.

John flinches at her words, looking at Joseph, waiting for a reaction from him and seemingly even more nervous then he was before. What the hell did Joseph do to him, that he fears him this much?

Meanwhile on the Father’s face a smile starts to grow. It doesn’t reach his eyes and he scoffs, anger and disappointment clear on his face.

“Yes, I heard about your...” He starts speaking before he stops, trying to find the right word to describe the two of them. “...bond. John told me all about it... well, mostly all of it.”

He looks her in the eyes with a smile, before glancing at her stomach and for a second panic starts to build up in her. He can’t possibly know, can he?! Not even John knows!

Then Joseph looks back at her eyes, clearly satisfied with her reaction, which she tries really hard to hide.

“But still... It’s ironic, don’t you think? You’re telling ME, to not do anything ‘stupid’, as you said. Meanwhile you were the one, that caused mayhem and chaos across the whole county, while I did nothing, but give you an option to stop fighting.”

She shakes her hand in anger, clenching her hand into a fist as she says.

“Listen to me, asshole! I’m not going to start this conversation with you, so how about you shut the fuck up, and just let us leave in peace, huh?! I’m sure, you’re... ‘children’ are all excited to see us get the hell out of here.”

She just proves even more how much of Wrath she is with her words, but honestly she’s done with Joseph’s bullshit of a talk and just wants to get to safety with John, Earl and Sharky before the end of the world comes.

But Joseph doesn’t let her have it, of course. Her own sin starts to build up in him as well as he points an angry finger in her way, speaking through his teeth, his words filled with venom:

“YOU... Deputy, are an insufferable person!” She scoffs at that and smiles, like yeah, is she supposed to give a fuck what he thinks about her?

“You came here, with your people. You started this whole thing, and now? NOW?! You’re trying to tell me you want to leave in peace? Is that it? Tell that to the hundreds if not thousands of people you murdered, including Faith and Jacob! You are a brat! You deny God’s plans, you cross me and my Family whenever you can. Just so you can what?! Leave in the end with my Brother? He doesn’t want to leave! He doesn’t want you plaguing his soul, you’ve done enough by making him get off the Path! You made him relive his sins, you denied him what God planned for him. So no. You are not going to leave in peace with him by your side!”

Hope blinks at him, trying to process all that he just said. She wanted to interrupt him by saying: ‘How about you let him speak for himself?’ But as Joseph continued, she felt dread in her heart. She blinks at him before muttering to him:

“Jacob’s alive.”

It’s a simple sentence and she feels a shiver crawl up on her skin as she watches Joseph’s reaction. His face looks shocked, then angry. Angry, like she never saw him before and it makes her sick in the stomach and step back a bit.

“Why did you think he was dead?” She asks, but she already knows the answer. He thought that Jacob died, because that was his plan. That was his... seal, to the prophecy he spoke about all the time, and only now does it hit her. Memories storm her as she watches Joseph clench his jaw.

“It was always going to happen this way...” Faith said before dying, ascending into the water. “I’m happy with your decision, even if not entirely." Joseph said when they found out John is alive. She thought that he meant: happy that John lived, not entirely, because she kept it a secret. But really he meant he was happy for John to live, but not entirely because she was supposed to kill him, because that's what God told him, that losing his family was the sacrifice he had to make for the Collapse to come... She didn't realize it at the time, didn't make sense of all that. But now she does and it's already too late.

"You wanted them dead." She whispers to Joseph, who doesn't deny it, just looks her in the eyes, his eyes flaming red behind the yellow tinted glasses. “You wanted them to die.”

He speaks up in return: “It was supposed to be God’s wish. But you denied their destiny.”

Hope feels disgust towards the Seed, more than she ever felt before and she pities the other siblings. She wishes she didn’t kill Faith, she wishes that she could just get rid of Joseph somehow. She wants to give him a piece of her mind, but John speaks up before her. His voice is sore, scartchy for not using it much. He walks from behind Joseph to in between the Deputy and his brother.

“Is this true?” His voice is filled with anger and hurt as he looks at his elder brother. Joseph looks from Hope to his little brother as he tilts his head back.

“It was supposed to set you free.”

“I don’t FUCKING care what it was supposed to be!” John shouts as tears gather up in his eyes. “You lied to me!”

Hope can only watch from behind John the scene and the cultists around them seem buffled by the events, no one is speaking or moving as they watch their two leaders get into a verbal fight.

“I didn’t lie to you, John-” Joseph starts, with a much calmer voice than which he used to talking to Hope.

“YES! YES, you did lie to me!” John shouts into his face, pointing a finger at his brother. “You told me we were going to be a family again! You told me we were supposed to enter your FUCKING Eden together! And now it turns out you were just as much of a liar as anyone else before! You are not better then old man Seed!”

Hope flinches as John’s hurt voice and recalls the time she read Joseph’s book about their parents. She fears he stepped a line, but not because she fears for Joseph’s feelings, hell no! But she doesn’t want Joseph’s wrath to hurt John.

“You don’t know what I sacrificed for this, all of this to become true! I sacrificed so much, for us to make God’s wish true!” Joseph answers, but John had enough of his bullshit.

“You’re crazy!” He says shaking his head and that seems to push Joseph over the line.

Events start to happen too fast, for Hope to react at first. Joseph grabs the gun from his holster and points it at her. She doesn’t have any time to move or react before he pulls the trigger. She hears the shot, but doesn’t feel any pain, and it takes her a moment to realize that John grabbed his brother’s arm and aimed the gun at the sky in time. Earl and Sharky move to cover the junior deputy, grabbing their guns and getting ready for a fight with Joseph, but they can’t get a right aim, as John and Joseph fight each other for the gun in the elder’s hand.

After a short struggle Joseph gets pushed away from John, and he almost fells to the ground, but gains his balance back. Hope tries to see everything from behind Earl and Sharky and is ready to step in if Joseph has the gun, but she watches the cult leader empty handed as he looks at his younger brother.

John aims the gun at Joseph’s head as he backs away, right next to Hope and the others. He doesn’t look away from Joseph, not even for a second, but he blindly reaches for Hope’s hand and she grabs onto him, like her life depended on it. She can feel him shaking from anger, fear and sadness. Meanwhile Joseph just stands there in front of them, defeated.

“So.... this is how it’s going to end, huh?” He asks with a sad and fake laugh.

“You did this for yourself, brother...” John almost spits the last word, no love behind the meaning of the word.

Joseph laughs at that, a mad man’s laughter, no happiness or humour behind it. He tears up, looking at John, his hair which got loose in the fight with John falling into his eyes. Then he looks at Hope and she reflexively steps back a bit, half hidden behind John. Joseph smiles at her, a sad smile.

“We were supposed to be together... You were going to be my reward for all my sufferings.” He says, no anger, just disappointment and want behind his words. She even feels like he believes what he’s saying.

“Well, you were wrong.” She responds, not even disgust in her voice, just pity for the pathetic man in front of them.

He laughs again and all of a sudden charges at them. Hope blinks as she hears the gun next to her fire. Joseph stops merely a meter away from them and looks at his brother, shocked, as if he never would have guessed that John would actually shoot him. He looks down at himself, watching blood trickle down from his abdomen, painting his clothes red.

The cultist start shouting at them, readying their weapons, but before anyone could start a fire a hellish sound welcomes them. The wind picks up and in the distance a blinding light comes to life, before taking the shape of a mushroom.

Everyone looks shocked, except for Hope and Joseph. Hope looks at the man, who in the meantime feel to his knees in front of them and they look each other in the eye:

“It is done, child.” He says pain and happiness painting his face.

Way before anyone can even react Hope grabs John’s arm, who looks at the direction of the bomb, like everyone else and she shouts at Earl and Sharky as she makes them make a run for the truck.

“LET’S GO! NOW!”

It all seems like a dream from then. Events only making their way to her mind. She sees themselves getting into the truck, Earl taking the wheele. Her radio crackles to life and she can hear Dutch’s voice telling her, shocked that she was right. She sees John looking out the window, glancing back at Joseph and his people, who all gather around him and make him sit in another car. But the cultists aren’t going for them, they’re going the exact opposite direction.

It takes them record time to get from Joseph’s compound to the Valley, to John’s bunker.

When they exit the car, they can see the whole county in flames, but they don’t stay around for too long as they all enter the bunker. Inside, a whole crowd is gathered. And while Earl starts speaking to people, searching for Jerome, discussing the events and asking how many of them are gathered inside, Sharky sits down next to a wall, trying to process the events. John stays silent, staying right at the closed door of the bunker, looking into the distance. Hope tries to process everything as well, trying to make out how many people must be inside the bunker, looking for familiar faces. Spotting Liza and Adam somewhere. Watching Jerome and Earl around kids, unfamiliar people dressed in cultist clothes. She walks between them, muttering to some people, making sure everyone is alright, before a shout comes from within the crowd.

“WHAT THE FUCK IS HE DOING HERE?!” It’s Mary May’s voice and Hope doesn’t have to guess who she is referring to.

The crowd gets a bit more silent as they all gather in a circle. She makes her way back to the door, where John stands, looking at Mary May and the others. He looks out of place, he looks lost. He stays silent, which angers the bartender ever more.

“Get him the fuck out of here! He doesn’t deserve to be in here!”

She says, before Earl and Jerome stop her from grabbing and throwing John out.

Hope makes her way to between them as she raises her hands, her voice tired as she says.

“Relax, just... everyone relax, please.”

Mary May looks at her before getting out of Earl’s and Jerome’s hold and she walks towards John with a fist ready.

Hope stands between them, grabbing her by the chest, pushing her away.

“No, Mary May, stop!”

“Stop?! Deputy, this sonuvabitch did more harm than good! Hell, no good! He’s getting out!”

Hope sighs, feeling exhausted with all the events that happened today and feeling fatigue all of a sudden. But she makes out another protest.

“He’s staying!”

The bartender looks at her, feeling hurt and betrayed as she points at John and her.

“I don’t care if you two fucked, he’s leaving!”

She sighs, getting even more dizzier than before as she pushes the woman away a bit. Mary May backs up, but she’s still ready to jump at John in any second. Meanwhile Hope almost loses her balance, but she says.

“I’m pregnant.”

It’s a simple sentence. And she already told it to a couple of people, she got used to it, but it still makes the whole crowd silent, including Mary May. It’s true she told a couple of people about the pregnancy, but she made sure others didn’t know about it, and it shows as the woman looks buffled about her sentence, just as most of the people around them.

“YOU’RE WHAT?!” She asks as he looks at her, completely forgetting about her revenge on the youngest Seed. “How?”

She makes an exhausted laugh.

“I’m sure you’re familiar with the process of getting someone pregnant.” She tries to answer with some humour, because still, in bad situations she deals with stress by making jokes.

“This isn’t funny.” Mary May even says as she looks at her. “Who’s the father?” But she already fears the junior deputy’s answer.

She would have cared more about the announcment, but with all of the events, with Joseph, the bomb, it just doesn’t matter anymore. She turns around, looking at John. She feared his reaction so much about the whole thing, but looking at him now, his fear and shock, she’s just... too... tired.

“John.” She answers, with a smile, before frowning and feeling the ground move under her feet. She panics for a second, thinking that maybe a bomb dropped right at the bunker, but then she hears John’s, Nick’s and Earl’s panicked voice as she falls to the ground. She doesn’t feel the fall and before anything can happen, she’s fast asleep.

Hope wakes up surprisingly comfortable and well rested as she opens her eyes. It takes her a moment to process and realize that she’s no longer in any of the houses of Hope County. And that no longer will she see the sunrise. But it doesn’t make her depressed. The room she’s in is luxurious as she looks around. The bed is a king sized one, with a golden silk blanket which feels like a dream to her skin. There’s a wardrobe, a desk, a couple of bookshelves in the room. There’s two doors, leading... somewhere. And a couple of paintings on the walls, and even a tv in front of the bed.

She sits up, blinking a couple of times making sure she’s awake and she’s not just dreaming about the room. Where the hell am I?

She asks in her head when one of the doors open and Liza comes into the room with a medkit. The young woman looks at her, relieved that Hope’s awake.

“Oh, thank God, you’re awake. We were worried about you, you know.” She says, but smiles as she closes the door behind her and sits in a chair next to the bed. “How are you feeling?”

Hope smiles as she answers. “Well... you know. I’m fine, just the usual. The end of the world, trying to calm down people from killing John, getting unconcious like always.”

Liza shakes her head but smiles as she gets some things ready to check up on Hope. A light to check her pupils and some other medical stuff. “Glad you still got your humour, sweetheart.”

“Can’t get rid of that, ever.” Hope responds laughing slightly, then frowns, worry clear on her face.

Liza looks at her and like she reads her mind she says:

“John’s okay... well, Mary May punched him in the face once. But still, he’s not thrown out of the bunker, so that means he’s okay.... You don’t have to worry.”

Hope smiles, thinking that yeah, John probably deserved that punch, but she’s glad people calmed down a bit.

“I should go and find him, you know we still haven’t had the pregnancy talk, sooo....” Hope says after a quick exam, but Liza gives her a warning look.

“You better stay in bed, Hope. Seriously, you should just rest and-”

But the young woman is already up and out of the bed. She’s not hurrying though, because she’s still unsteady, but she smiles at Liza.

“Nope, I’m going.”

The woman is shaking her head.

“Of course you are...”

It doesn’t take her much time to find John, he’s right out the door, sitting on a bench. When he looks up he’s surprised to see her, he probably waited for Liza to come out. He gets up quickly from the bench and walks up to Hope, grabbing her arm gently, like he’s ready to catch her if she falls down again.

“You should be in bed.” He says, worry in his voice, but a smile spread across his face.

“Yeah, well... you know me. I can’t stay put for too long.”

He chuckles lightly.

“I know... it’s annoying.”

Hope smiles at him as she answers:

“And you love it.”

She feels anxious after saying that, because the ‘i love you’ talk never happened between them either, and she bites her bottom lip, which John watches with a soft smile. The softest she thinks she ever saw him and it makes her heart race in her chest.

“I do.”

Hope smiles at that again and sighs, getting ready for The Speech.

“So...” She starts, and John nods.

“So...” He repeats her words, but both of them stay silent as they’re not sure what to say to each other.

“I was going to tell you, you know.” She says after a minute of silence. “Well... I didn’t plan to tell you like this, but... why would anything happen the way we want, huh?”

She tries joking and John nods looking at her in the eyes before glancing at her stomach. It’s still barely visible, but now that she’s out of her jacket and in a single sweater, the swell of her stomach is more visible as well.

John reaches his hand towards her, but takes his hand back when he’s just an inch close to it. She looks at him, reading his face. He looks unsure and worried. Like he fears he would hurt their child just by touching her stomach.

She holds his hand in hers, her palm over his, and she closes the space between his hand and her stomach. He huffs out the air from his lungs as he smiles, amazed just by the touch. She rests his hand there, then he starts brushing his fingers over her belly. A chuckle leaving him, and she sees tears rolling down his face.

“I’m going to be a father.” He says, as he can’t believe his statement.

“Yupp.” She says with an encouraging smile.

She watches him and feels like she could burst from the affection and love that she sees in his eyes as he watches her belly. She speaks before thinking, but not even for a second she regrets saying it:

“I love you.”

John looks up at her, yet again shocked and he laughs, tears rolling down his face and she caresses his cheeks, rubbing away the wetness on his face with a loving smile.

The moment is ruined as chewing can be heard right next to them. Both of them look to the right to see Sharky eating chips. He looks like a child who has been caught stealing cookies.

“Sorry, go on. I’m just watching here.” He says and both Hope and John starts laughing at that.

Sharky smiles at them.

“So... you told him?” Boshaw asks as he looks at his best friend and points at John with his head.

“Told me what?” John asks with a frown, but his happiness is still showing.

“I’m gonna be the Godfather.” Sharky says proudly with a grin.

John looks at him shocked, then at Hope.

“Like hell he will!”

Sharky pouts, offended:

“Heeey!”

Hope only just laughs at them as she starts walking in the corridor, with the two man behind her, arguing like children.

“Trinity! There’s no way in hell, we’re letting Boshaw be the Godfather!”

“Excuse me? I’m going to be the best godfather in the world!” He says, and his sentence is followed with a loud burp.

“This is unbeliavable!” John says facepalming.

Hope only just chuckles at the two of them before stopping as she reaches the end of the corridor and looks at the bunker with shock.

“What the...” She says amazed by the interior garden and luxurious place.

She turns around looking at John in shock, who finally looks proud of himself and his usual smug grin appears.

“Like what you see?”

Hope huffs out a laugh as she looks back at the place then turns around pointing at John:

“Are you serious??? This whole time the bunker was some luxurious ass place? And you put me in the darkest and most depressing cheap ass room when I was here?” She refers to when he got her at the Confession.

He shrugs.

“Well, I mean-” He starts but Hope punches his shoulder playfully and then smiles, looking at the crowd below, everyone seeming happy, even with the events.

John just chuckles and hugs her from behind, resting his chin on her shoulders. His hands caressing her belly while she smiles and looks at the people down there. Earl is there as he looks up and waves to her with a smile. She waves back, then sighs. It’s a sigh of relieve, one that she didn’t have in a long time. Finally she feels at peace, save and happy. Surrounded by people she loves. And just about in some months, she’ll meet someone new that she can love as well. And ironicly it’s all thanks to one person.

“John Seed...” She starts with his full name which gains her a raise of his eyebrows as he humms in question. “You are my savior.” She says with a light chuckle.

He humms with a smile as he responds.

“And you are the whole county’s, my dear.”

A/N: THE END! hahaha finally, I got to the end, and can follow up with the next season, called Through the Gates! Thanks for everyone that followed my little story and had even just a bit of interest in my ocs. ♥♥♥

Tags: @onl-you , @redaurora17

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Far Cry 5 OCs: Seed Family

John Seed

stay-at-home dad

thinks he’s strict, meanwhile he lets the kids do whatever they want

he will always fear Hope, and her mother-wife skills

loves his family, it’s easy to make him cry when it comes to them

Trinity-Hope Seed

stay-at-home mom

seems strict, but she’s a sweetheart and loves her children

she feels like John is also her child sometimes... most of the times... almost always

she wanted to stop at two kids, but hey! she wouldn’t take back any of them

Dorcas Joy Seed

first born child

loves all of her siblings, though sometimes she asks if they parents wants to stop at making more kids

she’s chill and kind, but will kick anyone’s ass who would dare to hurt her siblings

still fears her mom, but loves her

Orion Gabriel Seed

second born child

he’s just like his dad, he doesn’t know the difference between being mean and being funny sometimes

will sass everyone, including his mom

he loves his siblings, but he’s most close to Dorcas

Jonathan Seed Junior

third born child, twin of Orion

he often feels like an outsider to the family, even though they all love him and care about him

he’s introverted and so it’s hard for him to open up to his new siblings

he’s a mommy’s boy, he feels distant with John

Jake Joel Seed

fourth born child

he can be serious when he wants to be, but Jake is mostly goofy and fun to be around

he’s extroverted and loves to be around both his family and his friends

after leaving the bunker his job is scouting, because he’s a fast runner and his aim is great

he’s 15 years old in Look to the Future

Delilah Elizabeth Seed

fifth born child

she’s badass, can be rude sometimes, but mostly she’s fun to be around

people often joke that she’s not John’s kid, because of her hair colour, which pisses her off and makes her want to fight people, but when she’s alone she just wants to curl up and cry

being the second daughter in the family John treats her like an angel and wants to protect her all the time

she was born into the New World, never known the old world or the comfort of the bunkers, so she’s quite a survivalist

she is 13 years old in Look to the Future

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Back in Time teaser moodboard

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Far Cry 5 Family Tree: Seed Family

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mafia au, hope the deputy + john the herald moodboard

“Sir, our guys at the gates said that a woman just walked into the bar... with the name Deputy.” Noah, one of the Chosen says to the man sitting at his desk, in the mentioned bar’s office. He was about to write a letter to his brother about the Resistance’s agent bothering his valley, when the boy almost barged into his office with the news. John Seed barely looks bothered as he exhales the cigarette smoke from his lungs. He looks at the boy while he puts out the burning tobaco in an ashtray. The Herald doesn’t look anxious, no, he looks amused as he stands from his desk and walks calmly towards the doorway. The boy steps away, letting John look down from the office to the bar, where the woman sits with her back to them. But he recognizes her immediately, as it’s not the first time the two of them meet. He smirks as he pats the confused Chosen on the back. He doesn’t even look at him, continuing his stare to the woman’s back as he commands softly. “Tell our boys to clear the bar... I have a special guest tonight.”

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My deputy, Trinity-Hope Johnson when she had enough of everyone’s bullshit. I'm thinking about starting to write her story.

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John Seed ♥ Trinity-Hope Johnson after the cult!moodboard