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going to sweden on sunday to meet a friend and his fiancé hashtag excited
just found out a beautiful fact about my oldest sibling hashtag love life
oh about archery, I recently bought a 45lb draw mongolian horsebow which I've been drawing to build my technique up. it created this extremely odd sensation when shooting my 25lb draw korean horsebow today.. it felt like i was not pulling anything at all (good to practice thumb draw and an anchor point im trying out though)
realising that my tendency to intellectualise my feelings and emotions to "feel" them properly was just me making myself unable to feel any positive or neutral emotion at a deeper level was probably the best thing to happen as of late. Also not actively trying to translate my thoughts and feelings so others can understand me.. if people don't understand me they can explode. I'd rather not have to translate my entire line of neurological code to communicate with people who don't get it anyway.
I hate it when I spend so much time translating my feelings just for someone to give up listening and decide to take part of it and go with that.. listening is literally not a difficult thing to do so please at least give me the courtesy of doing that, even if you don't fully understand. and if you don't understand, why can't you just ask? I think it's silly but anyway this turned into a rant
kinda getting the want to use this site again for some way of recording things I get up to, though im honestly not sure what im gonna write about but I'll see when I start. Definitely wanting to go all in on something now though, I'm gonna try to not half ass things anymore.
for now its just gonna be an update to myself
okay buddy, I'm learning to drive and are very ready for the practical test but the theory is lacking so I gotta do the theory FAST. I want to drive asap because I'm so tired of being trapped in my village. I haven't been to archery for a while so I gotta sign up for next week on monday or something OH and look into the merlin field range near me (you can shoot whenever you want AND it's close by to my village! oh yeah!). Christmas takes up so much time in my family so I've been unable to go for a while, the Christmas eve shoot was fun though, I got a candycane.. hashtag the small wins matter GOD I haven't taken any photos for months either, if it wasn't winter I'd be much more inclined to because I hate the boring greys in winter. everything looks so dull and desaturated, it's awful.
hello tumblr, life has never felt better (got the start of a tattoo sleeve)
LIFE IS BEAUFIFUL when I was there with my tattoo artist (love you Iva, check her out on instagram @ iva_tattoos) we were talking about tattoos I'd want to get in the future and I mentioned a small sun that I had wanted on my wrist for a long time and she said we could do it on the same day SO I FINALLY GOT THAT I love life
start of a vines sleeve! forearm is done and my next session is gonna be my upper arm ❤️ i can't wait
Won the Principal Award at my college exhibition today, kinda crazy but I don't feel like I've accomplished something.. maybe it'll come tomorrow. This also means the college want to buy my display to have in the college building which is NUTS cant wait to get lots of money money money
such a happy little dog i am