Not to be rude but you need to stop with this "im so rotten" stick. I have adhd, ocd and depression as well and you may not realise it but doing that kinda thing makes you sound really manipulative. If you mess up just a simple I'm sorry will do
I did say I was sorry. Multiple times. Yet no one took me seriously (for multiple valid reasons I will say this). I tried standing up for myself but I was incredibly angry at the time. I've said it before and I'll say it again, I'm sorry I snapped. It wasn't right.The only thing I asked for out of a place of vulnerability was for that blogger to stop mocking me, because I kept getting notifications from it. I have been diagnosed with severe social anxiety and one of my biggest anxieties is the thought that people are mocking me when I'm just trying to be sincere and honest. That I'm being harshly judged. It will send me into a panic attack. So I even posted that question to her off anon to own up to things. And you know what happened from my perspective? I got told to go away and then I just got made fun of even more for even daring to ask. And then she reblogged something from me making fun of how I feel even more that I hadnt even tagged her in. I was going to leave her alone.And yes, I am horrible and rotten, but please I don't want anyone's sympathy or pity. I just want to be left alone and for you to all to understand that I am not this good person a lot of my followers seem to think I am.This is just honestly how I feel about myself because when I Fuck up I Fuck up huge and when I work to make things right I Fuck up even more and make things more wrong. How could I possibly be anything but worthless when I can't keep my shit together?