Kinda late in figuring this out.
I think I've finally come to accept that I can't keep in touch with everyone I want to. And it's ok if you drift apart from old friends. It's ok to let go of good things. I feel like I've been trying to carry around multiple photo albums with me where ever I go, desperately trying to contain all the memories and all the faces onto one shelf. I always felt I would be doing a disservice to that old memory if I ever took it off the shelf. But it's ok to put things into storage. I mean you're not throwing anything away. And you'll always know where it is if you need it. And maybe, one day it'll end up on the shelf again. And it's ok to give something else the spotlight. I shouldn't have to feel like I have to allocate a certain amount of time or weight to everyone I know.
Ugh stupid graduation.