I really want to be one of those popular bloggers that you see with like 1 million followers or more but i don't think ill ever succeed in that considering i don't have anything interesting to say and i'm not in any fandom's aside from YouTube fandoms and book fandoms, its like i want to be in a ton of fandoms and be able to laugh with everyone else or cry over things with others or rage and things like that but i never have enough time to spend on things like that even though i don't get out often. i'm stuck inbetween wishing to be a part of things but also not being able to commit to things wholeheartedly like others can and do. does that make sense?














