Sometimes
Sometimes you wish someone wouldn’t lie to you.
Sometimes you wish someone would respect you.
Sometimes you wish someone wouldn’t betray you.
Sometimes you wish someone would love you.
Sometimes you wish someone would understand you.
Sometimes you wish you could erase memories.
See, it never gets easier. You forgive but you don’t forget.
How am I suppose to move on, when all I can think about is: will you do it again?
Once you fail one step, you have to be a lucky one to forget. Moving on from that is hard, maybe sometimes impossible. But what do you do? Do you end it? Do you move forward? Do you forget? Do you think you can trust him again? Or will you forever think he will do it again?
All the images in my mind. All the scenarios I create. Do I want to live like this? Do I want to always think you’ll do it again?
Sometimes you wish you could forget.
But that, sometimes doesn’t happen.
