Songs are legitimately powerful
All the things in my head are crashing in me every night,
my late night thoughts are keeping me awake, making me tired of feeling sad, making me realize how everything suffocates me.
how pain tortures me.
i don’t know why am I hurting?
why I feel like I’m not enough? that I’m not good?
it breaks my heart. it’s like I’m always afraid for people to see me at my lowest. even no one even bother to ask me if something’s going on.
because when people are happy.. or simply ignoring life, they wouldn’t notice how others are crashing into sadness.
and so, I’m thankful that there are song writers who puts every word that our lonely hearts are dying to tell the world in a song.
Songs are truly powerful.
One day, you will just sit back, hear one song that could remind you of all the things you’ve been through. and then cry, word by word, your heart will ache.
your tears will fall. Your eyes will tell the souls around you how badly you want to disappear.
But there are songs too that can heal you, that can motivate you to trust up above, that he will never stop healing your wounded heart.
He will never stop caring for what you feel. He will save you from the darkness you are running from.
You will vanish and open another door that will give you hope,
it’s like another day that you will wake up, surrender all the sins of yesterday to our Lord God, and start a new chapter of your life.
You might get puzzled by it but some songs will explain to you, what’s your purpose in this world.
Cheer up, self!