Hi! And welcome to my inebriated rant about how I miss my old life and all the friends I had.
A lot has happened in the past 2-3 years. Most of what happened just happened within the last 12 months. And I'm having somewhat of a hard time digesting and comprehending it. I used to have a huge amount of friends. 99% of them were online. They were some of the most meaningful friends I've ever had. I never met any of them, unfortunately. I wish I had. I lost most of them because I got tied up in life. I stopped logging on. I buried myself in work. Especially after moving across country with my girlfriend at the time. Everything was upturned. New job, new state, new place to live and sleep, someone I loved who used to be far away suddenly by my side every night. It was good and bad.
Things fell through with that girlfriend. We broke up. I left and moved back in with my parents. And it's such a hard adjustment. I don't get called He unless I'm with friends without my parents near. And even that's rare. My job here is so hard. And they expect so much out of me. I'm constantly exhausted. And life continues to move on. I wish I had the strength to deal with this.
Thank you.










