Bye. Not my fault. You pushed me away.
I don't particularly know why you're doing this to me but it's okay. Because I'm leaving. You can feel how I've been feeling over these past 6 months. You can feel what it's like to lose the one person that way always there for you. The one person that would have done anything for you. You'll realise soon I was the best thing in your life at this present moment, and you screwed that up. It's your fault so don't go blaming anyone but yourself. You pushed me away and I hope you feel the pain I'm feeling. I don't understand why you've done this but that's okay, not everyone stays in ones life forever. Leaving you wasn't what I wanted but you have given me no choice. You'll read this soon, and I hope you wish you treated me different. You're hurting me and I've been strong, I've came close to relapsing numerous times and that's not because of you, it's because of me for staying around someone making me so happy yet unhappy for too long. I'm not sorry for leaving, I'm sorry that you've turned into someone I didn't think you could ever be but hey, it's always the unexpected whom surprise you the most.














